Being Woman: Singaporean Shares Her Story

Woman standing with her arms crossed smilingFor the longest time, being a woman, to me, meant being: seen and not heard, expected to help, serve (for instance cook, clean, iron) and please people around me, especially the men. They expect me to be fertile, and expected to bear children. Also expected to look good, smell nice, and be happy and positive at all times.

If I were to laugh or speak at all, I was asked to, please, not do so too loudly in order to not inconvenience those around me. I was not expressly told, but I knew better than to oppose a man – not if I wanted him to love me. To oppose a man is to risk being hit, as a woman, I am not just physically smaller in build, but also weaker in strength. And because men are stronger, have been taught all their lives to lead, protect, defend and take care of the weaker sex; I just assumed that they knew better.

So I set out to look for a man I could depend on – who would lead, protect, defend, and take care of me. I thought I needed a man to “exist” and have a “voice”. My first husband failed me by breaking his promises, betraying my trust, and shattering my hopes and dreams of a safe haven till the end of time. I learned that men did not always have the answers. Nobody can have all the answers. I learned that men are not infallible – despite being bigger and stronger. I learned that men are not always smarter, more responsible, or savvier financially. I learned that I was smart and capable of being successful in my own right.

I have a new husband now – one who sees me as his equal; who does not hesitate to call my bluff; who shares with me his hopes, fears, dreams, knowledge and food. He teases, jokes, and laughs with me on a daily basis. He sees me as the beautiful person I have always been inside and out. With him, I feel that I can just relax and be me; that I have the power to be all that I have always been meant to be, and not only that, that I finally have the wings to soar above the daily humdrum of life. This would not have happened if I had not made peace with me.

I have resented being born a woman and all the societal and cultural expectations that comes with being a woman. I had, unwittingly, been living life in less than my full capacity because nobody, including myself, had ever expected much of me. A profound change occurred when I fully embraced my identity as a woman.

I realized that these “shackles” of being a woman were ones that I had chosen to stay in. Some of these were placed upon me, others were probably figments of what I thought was real, and the rest I had put myself into.

Rising above these shackles simply meant being aware of what is, being focused on what could be, and being resigned to some of what will always be, yet ultimately being conscious and deliberate in taking baby steps going towards what I really want.

We all have options– including doing nothing. I choose to be plunged onto life and live it fully in the ways I know how. I am a woman who has made peace with being a woman.

© Copyright 2011 by Dr. Martha Tara Lee. All Rights Reserved. Permission to publish granted to

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  • Jeannie

    March 22nd, 2011 at 4:17 PM

    What a beautiful journey this writer has taken in her life! To have come from thinking so lowly of herself to rising up to recognize that she is an equal to others on this earth is an awesome power indeed!

  • Wesley

    March 22nd, 2011 at 7:12 PM

    Although there are a lot of women who have suffered at the hands of men and I agree that there are many men who are unfair to women and treat them badly. But we need to know that there are always going to be bad Poole out there and that this should not lead to a ‘man-hating’ thought in women’s minds.

  • ALAN

    March 23rd, 2011 at 5:13 AM

    I agree that there is a lot of things that actually make being a woman difficult. There are societal,financial,and all other kinds of prejudices and problems for women. It’s not easy to figure out a single thing that can solve this but each one of us,whether men or women,needs to realize that all this is wrong and that men and women are indeed equal.

  • Beth

    March 23rd, 2011 at 11:50 AM

    Although things may differ depending on where you live and the culture of that particular place,one thing remains constant all over the world-Everybody speaks to how women are equal to men but then there is inequality all around.

    I always say men and women are not equal but they are equally important. They are not equal because they do not have the same responsibilities. In certain aspects men have a greater responsibility and in some others women do. On the whole they are equally important.

    This is something that needs to be taught to every child at home and at school. Only then can we expect at least some real improvement in people’s thinking in the issue.

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