When It All Falls Apart: Trauma’s Impact on Intimate Relationships

GoodTherapy | When It All Falls Apart: Trauma's Impact on Intimate RelationshipsWhen something traumatic happens, the result can be the development of a variety of symptoms that impair a person’s ability to function. These symptoms reverberate beyond the person who was traumatized. They can easily impact close friends and partners, as well. According to Cook et al. (2004), trauma survivors often report a decrease in relationship satisfaction, along with impaired expression of emotion, sexual activity, intimacy, communication, and adjustment. Cook et al. also state that “those with PTSD have higher separation and divorce rates than their non-PTSD counterparts” (2004).

Trauma can impact intimate relationships in a number of ways. Some of the most common I have observed in my own practice include (but are not limited to) the following:

  • Avoidance of and decrease in emotional and physical intimacy
  • Isolation
  • Feelings of helplessness and hopelessness (in both partners)
  • Feelings of frustration, anger, confusion, and sadness
  • Increase in anxiety
  • More frequent arguments and difficulty finding resolution to problems

These problems can cause a relationship to end if left unaddressed. I have often had partners of people with trauma in my office. They feel completely frustrated and alone, not knowing how to make their partner feel better or what to do to save the relationship. People in therapy are also affected by the above issues, which can further aggravate their trauma symptoms by adding stress. The result is two people in a relationship who both want the same things: to heal and make the relationship healthy. But they have no idea how to accomplish either.

Below are some of the behaviors and practices I suggest to people in therapy and their partners as they work through trauma.

For Partners

Don’t try to fix or heal the trauma and the accompanying symptoms your partner is experiencing. Sometimes well-meaning partners will try to “make it all better” by doing things they think will help the person heal. The fact is healing from trauma takes time. The brain needs time to process traumatic information. The best thing a partner can do is be available to listen when the person who is experiencing the trauma symptoms needs to talk. Be supportive emotionally by offering statements such as, “That sounds like it is really difficult to deal with,” and, “I hear you saying this is really hard for you right now.” The power of just being present for another person is often underestimated.

Don’t take it personally. Your partner is working through something very difficult. Sometimes people who have been traumatized feel more distant emotionally. Sometimes they also don’t want to be close physically. This is not necessarily reflective of how the traumatized person feels about the relationship or about you. This is a common occurrence and part of the process.

Don’t make assumptions. Sometimes well-meaning partners assume a person who has recently been through something traumatic will not want to connect physically. There is often a fear that connecting physically will make the traumatic symptoms worse. In some cases this may be true, as sometimes trauma is sexual in nature, which means some healing will have to take place before physical intimacy can resume. However, it is important to communicate with your partner about what they want and how they would like to connect with you. This subject can feel like the “elephant in the room,” but it is so very important that it is acknowledged. If either partner feels rejected, damage to the relationship can occur. By discussing where each of you are and what your desires are, even if physical intimacy cannot occur, the damage to the relationship has been controlled, as each partner knows where the other stands so those assumptions can be tossed out with the trash.

Consider getting your own counseling. I wrote an article on secondary trauma that discusses the difficulties loved ones often experience after someone they love has been traumatized. Vicarious traumatization is very real and possible. You are offering support to someone working through trauma, so it is vital that your self-care is excellent and that you are getting the emotional support and guidance you will need through this challenging time. You will be much more effective at helping your loved one if you are in good mental shape.

Mills and Turnbull (2004) give good advice for partners of people who have experienced trauma. They use the acronym LOVER to make some important behaviors easier to remember. They suggest partners Listen, Observe, Verify, Empathize, Reassure, and offer practical help. Practical help might include helping to rebuild, fight back, console, prevent, or repair.

For the Traumatized Individual

Involve your partner and communicate regularly. I have found many traumatized people are hesitant to share what they are going through with their loved ones for fear of becoming a burden. The fact is, when you don’t communicate with your partner, they may feel confused and left out. Your partner may tend to become anxious and can sometimes do things to try to make you feel better. But these things may just end up distancing the two of you further. Let your partner know what you are going through. You don’t have to give gory details,. Just let them know, as much as possible, how you are feeling right now and communicate how they can help. If you need someone to just listen, tell them so. If you need guidance and support, your partner needs to know.

Attend your counseling sessions and communicate with your therapist about stressors such as relationship strain. It is important for your therapist to know all your stressors so they can provide the best, most comprehensive care. Additional stressors can stunt healing and lengthen the longevity of symptoms.

For Partners and Survivors

Remember there is hope! People initially get into a relationship because there are things that draw them to one another. When you are having relationship difficulty related to trauma, the problems that arise can sometimes distract you from what you love about your partner and why you want to work in the relationship. A relationship can survive trauma if both people are willing to put in the effort it takes to heal.


  1. Cook, J. M., Riggs, D. S., Thompson, R., Coyne, J. C., and Sheikh, J. I. (2004). Posttraumatic stress disorder and current relationship functioning among World War II ex-prisoners of war. Journal of Family Psychology, 18(1), pp. 36-45. Retrieved from http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/14992608
  2. Mills, B., and Turnbull, G. (2004). Broken hearts and mending bodies: The impact of trauma on intimacy. Sexual and Relationship Therapy, 19(3), pp. 265-289. Retrieved from http://www.recoveryonpurpose.com/upload/Broken%20Hearts%20and%20Mending%20Bodies%20The%20Impact%20of%20Trauma%20on%20Intimacy.pdf

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  • townes

    February 11th, 2014 at 11:31 AM

    I have been through this personally and a tough thing to take is that you have to not only deal with the event that happened to you but there is this feeling of being so isolated and alone, like no one else understands what you are going through. I know that they all mean well but it’s hard to put your feelings into words and if they haven’t experienced this then it almost makes you mad when they ask you to tell them what’s going on. You wonder why they don’t know, why they don’t get it when it feels like you are screaming those feelings of fear and rage. You don’t have to go through it alone, there are always support groups and counselors who can help, but there are times when you want yur partner to be involved but it feels like you are pushing them away too because there are no good words that can really explain what you are feeling and what you need.

  • JK

    February 11th, 2014 at 3:48 PM

    I just want to be able to help, you know? Even if it’s just a hug or holding her hand, I want her to know that I’m there for her, that she doesn’t have to go it alone.

  • Lindy

    February 12th, 2014 at 6:06 AM

    What is it about me that just wants to jump in and fix things?

    Even when I know that I can’t make it all better, that is my inclination to want to make things right for someone. And rarely do they appreciate those efforts, I am generally just rebuffed and told to back off, maybe not in those words but the intent is there.

    I wish that this would make me more hesitant to do that the next time, but I care about my friends and what is going on in their lives so wanting to jump in and help is that tendency that I have, wanted or not.

  • brad b

    February 13th, 2014 at 8:06 AM

    If you are someone who knows that this isn’t something that you can deal with, then by all means, don’t mess this person up by getting involved with them.

    Let them find someone in life who is strong, who can help them and guide them, they don’t need more sadness in their lives.

  • jen

    September 29th, 2014 at 10:25 PM

    Seriously. You got it.

  • Ava

    December 13th, 2016 at 12:23 AM

    I agree. It is terrifying to an already traumatized and injured person – who is isolated because of it, brain, emotionally, physically, – they experience abandonment and rejection by friends and family and quite often healthcare providers. They (we) loe their confidence and self esteem along with what their life used to be like. Sometimes their sense of good judgement. It is very difficult and takes a lot of energy to try nd trust someone and to believe that they won’t be taken advantage of (sexual or emotional) by someone else. Loving and caring for someone because of a connection and because there is an honest and willingness to be there for the right reasons. It can’t be toxic. I have been alone for 5 years. This article is good. If there is even an attempt to be made at even a casual friendship-nothing can be frivolous when you are a survivor. Authenticity and honesty and a slow pace are always required for safety on every level. I hope this helps. it felt good saying it.

  • Dee

    October 16th, 2017 at 4:32 PM

    I hadn’t a very traumatic experience happen to me 20years ago! I knew that I wasn’t the same after it happened, but I didn’t know what it was and after one failed marriage and working on my current marriage…I’ve finally learned that I have PTSD. I wasn’t sad to hear that I had it…I was actually kinda of relief surprisingly enough! Because I knew I have something I can work at. My current husband was dealing with his own personal wounds and I never really felt like he was strong enough to help me heal! I actually feel like our marriage is emotionally draining and takes so much from me. I feel like I’m never going to heal from my PSTD being married to my hubby. We are going to couples counseling and I go to individual counseling. I have two children who I absolutely adore and the bring me joy! I want to get better for them, they are my main priority. I wish I felt that way about my hubby, who knows, maybe that will change! I’m tired of feelin stuck and going in circles! I’m ready to be happy, feel and find joy!

  • John

    December 7th, 2014 at 2:22 PM

    The fact is that we cannot spend our lives avoiding hurt people. I’ve given up trying to keeping people who’ve been traumatized out of my life. The more I encounter them the more I learn how to deal with them as well as my own issues.

  • maru

    December 8th, 2014 at 5:26 AM

    It is hard, I have been through trauma myself which has left me feeling alone and isolated. My relationship broke down and I’m back where I started although counselling helps. Counselling is a great step in the right direction to dealing with feelings and having someone who is impartial to give you some advice

  • Evan

    February 8th, 2017 at 12:23 PM

    Fixing things has always been my forte, except in the case of my girlfriend who suffers from trauma, I don’t even know where to begin with her because she won’t open up and share the root of her trauma with me (very frustrating). I’m trying to get intimate with her and just getting the slightest bit of reciprocation from her is like pulling teeth. I too suffer from mental health problems and now I know how my family must feel trying to understand what I go through. She has finally agreed to start trauma therapy so that intimacy can begin as we have ben dating for almost a year. If anyone has any suggestions of how to deal wit this and possibly speed up and or aid in the healing process please let me know.

  • Monica

    June 14th, 2017 at 2:43 PM

    I’m looking for some guidance. My boyfriend of 4 years ended things with me last week. Saying things like “I deserve better and he just couldnt feel things for me anymore.” All of this was after a very traumatic life event happened to him. Post that event we had both been in couples therapy, and I was seeking individual therapy aswell. I know my partner is hurting, and I know our relationship is over but at this point I’m having trouble healing on my own. I know I can do the whole “Focus on myself thing” which I’m doing, but my real struggle is the weight of that truma and how it deeply effected and in the end killed our realtionship.
    Answers for healing?

  • Lisa

    December 16th, 2017 at 8:11 PM

    I am in the same boat. My husband left, saying that I knew how to live and he didn’t. This was a month after Hurricane Irma. He had to stay for the hurricane, and worked 16-hr nights, then days for over a month before he got a day off. They’re still working very hard, long hours. It almost seemed he resented that I took on everything else so he could focus on work – clean-up, repairs, etc. I don’t know what to do. He’s not himself and has been paranoid and had delusions. My therapist said she is treating a lot of people in the area for PTSD and she thinks he may have had an acute psychotic break. I don’t know if he can come back from this. It’s incredibly heartbreaking and excruciatingly painful for me but I’m still more concerned about his wellbeing.

  • Em

    July 21st, 2017 at 4:31 PM

    My ex boyfriend and I went through a traumatic experience together over a year ago. I am not new to dealing with trauma and healing, but he very much was and still is. I began healing quickly and soon passed him in the process and that’s when our relationship took a turn for the worst. When you have PTSD, your brain creates new chemicals that help you cope, and it literally creates new DNA in your body. So in a sense you form this new identity outside of who you actually are. For me, I knew this, and I am constantly pushing PTSD version of me aside so I can feel like myself. My ex doesn’t quite understand this, and the PTSD version of himself…is a nightmare to deal with. He never physically abused me or cheated or did anything worth gasping about, but he most definitely changed into someone unrecognizable. He refuses therapy and all together just stopped trusting me. I don’t take any of the misplaced anger or resentment personally (at least I try not to) and I tried so damn hard to help. But if they aren’t willing to help themselves, there’s nothing you can do and that’s just the truth. I’m still healing, and there are times I feel quite miserable at the fact that he pushed out the best thing in his life and will only ever pretend to be okay. I just wish there was an article or a “How To” on what to do next regarding couples who break up over unresolved trauma.

  • Sunshine

    September 6th, 2017 at 11:34 PM

    I am dealing with this right now with my boyfriend. He is living in a trailer at work now for a few weeks to get away from me. We have been together 4 1/2 years and it is dawning on me how all of this is because of his War related PTSD. I feel so stupid. It has been so difficult. I really did not understand. We became so isolated and now he is saying I isolated him and I am controlling and mean and manipulative. I’m not, I’m really not. I just crawled into his shell with him and became too afraid to drive with him after a suicide truck trip (numerous suicide truck trips) with me in the passenger seat.I am so sad. We barely go anywhere together anymore. I have had a lot of trauma and I always put health first. I hike and dance and do my best to keep substances in check, so I simply could not understand how he wouldn’t. I see him overworking and am so confused when he stops taking care of himself and there is no talking to him about it. Basically he thinks if I am talking, it is a fight. I must not have experienced the depth of his trauma. I just failed to understand why he couldn’t just get it together and fly right. And now it may be too late.

  • hithere

    September 27th, 2017 at 12:01 AM

    Hi sunshine,
    Your entire situation seems like a lot to take. You’ve been together for almost five years (!) so thats amazing, but please don’t give that up so easily. You two must love each other a lot to be together for so long, and I think you both need each other, and he sounds like he needs time and space to get things sorted out. Don’t say things will end, have hope and remember he just needs to heal. Maybe you can ask him how you can help? What he would like you to do for you to help him. And stick to that and love him and love yourself, truly, and see how far you go. Good luck :)

  • Lisa

    December 16th, 2017 at 8:19 PM

    Sunshine, I could’ve written what you wrote; that is what I’m dealing with as well, minus the suicide truck trips but now, looking back, the last few times we went to the city, he was very careless driving and I got scared and angry. I told him if he continued to drive like that, I wouldn’t be going with him. I wonder now if he was thinking that way.

  • Lisa

    December 16th, 2017 at 8:15 PM

    If you come across an article addressing that, please share it. That’s where I’m at; I don’t know what to do or where to go from here.

  • Tony

    August 10th, 2017 at 7:46 AM

    Great information but to late. If only was able to process and deal with the trauma I went through properly, my wife and I would still have a relationship. I am currently seeing a therapist to deal with the emotions I have suppressed for so long. I just hope my wife can heal and recover from what I have brought on her.

  • Lisa

    December 16th, 2017 at 8:21 PM

    I hope my husband comes to the same realization some day as well.

  • Partner Perspective

    January 9th, 2019 at 9:45 PM

    Good article. I would like to share a perspective from being a partner with a PTSD survivor. No we were not married, I was her boyfriend and dated this woman for 4 months. With that being said, I did fall in love with her. I do not say that lightly and I have no idea how that happened considering the circumstances, but I did. Writing this helps me deal with the situation and lends a bit of word therapy for my mending heart. There was mention in one of the posts about not getting involved with a PTSD survivor if you don’t have the mental capacity to handle it. That’s completely inaccurate. I am very confident and have a good sense of self, with that being said, I did get involved with a woman who went through some serious trauma. However, communication was not there, no matter how much I wanted it – furthermore, I found she would talk to all guys the same way, using dialogue like “I love you” and “Hey sweetheart” “Hey Baby.” At the time I was under the impression this was exclusively our language, but it was not. When confronted, I was told I was being ridiculous and she really did not see the issue with flirting with other men. Unfortunately she was also an alcoholic and there were many occasions when she would make commitments and then break them. Furthermore, she would disappear and not be around for days at a time due to anxiety, drinking or depression. She also had a huge issue with letting go of her Exes, continuing to keep them around and occasionally sleeping at their house for safety. I’m saying all of this because I’m in love with this person and I had to shut it down. We did identify and connect with music, sense of humor – but at some point, I became her “fixer” and had to protect her from all the evil in the world. I will add that her traumatic experience (kidnapping) is still a very viable threat these days, which is another reason I had to get out. I’m sharing my story so we can also look at partner’s perspective too. It’s not as easy as, “Don’t get involved if you aren’t ready to go the distance.” You need to understand, this person did not want to get help and as someone who only dated this woman for 4 months, it was very difficult for me to ask her to go to therapy without her feeling like I was saying “You are crazy.” However, due to her inability to self-help, I had to protect myself and move on. I want to add: The last thing I want in my relationship is to look at my friend as a victim, she is a survivor and has so many amazing qualities, not to mention just getting through the ordeal she faced is unbelievably admirable and courageous – BUT as mentioned in this article, she has to understand how her brain works and educate herself about these things. The only way two people can make things work is if they are on the same page and unfortunately while I wanted to help her, I cannot change who she is. Many times, she would say, “Just tell me what you want. What do you need me to do?” Again, many times in serious traumatic situations, survivors can become submissive and dependent on their partners. It can be overwhelming and as someone who loved this person, I am not going to dictate how she lives her life. We all have the freedom to make choices and as much as I might not like the choices she makes, they are hers. As partner, I can listen and empathize, but at a certain point I will not partake in becoming a victim of in their story. It can happen. Again, I’m here to tell you, I have my shit together. Good job, great family upbringing, just a solid, good perspective on life. I’m not perfect, but you get what I’m saying here and I slowly became a trauma victim myself, living and breathing her world. Anyway, I’ve said my peace. Just tread lightly, this is not easy stuff for the partner or survivor. Both parties have to be open to communicating and loving each other. I wish things had been different, but when you are shown 0 affection, deal with a drunk and multiple personalities, not to mention a rolodex of men on her smartphone and language/action that betrays trust in a relationship – at some point the PTSD sympathy card goes out the window. As a man, I have to move forward. Thanks for letting me share my story and I truly wish everyone who is dealing with a PTSD Survivor a healthy, long relationship. Unfortunately, mine, did not last.

  • albert

    May 7th, 2019 at 5:34 PM

    I am dealing with a similar situation. The woman I am dating have similar interests and have great chemistry. She rarely plans dates with me now; she says she’s tired, busy, etc. when I try to talk to her. However, she has been busy and stressed from working, going to school, and having a four-year-old on top of having PTSD, anxiety, and some depression, and possibly premenstrual dysphoric disorder. So yeah, she certainly is a wonderful woman. After all the “excuses”, constantly needing space, and little to no intimacy, it’s natural for me to wonder if she is really needing space or is she cheating or trying to let me go because she tells me that she is being introverted or in isolation mode. It doesn’t help that she likes to flirt a lot and use intimate languages like hearts and says I love you to her friends and exes. She said that she likes to remain friends with her exes. On top of that, she says that she is bisexual and has recently admitted that she might be asexual. These are new concepts to me especially when they tell you that you are the most wonderful person they have dated. She has sort of broken up with me a few times in the last year after our honeymoon phase ended, but it always either seemed like a sh** test or confusion. I remember one time after she asked if we could just be friends I agreed the next day that we should just be friends and she got all worried and asked why I had changed my mind. She said that she was confused. The most recent time she said she is feeling pressure and that this might not work, and I agreed to step back will always be her friend and love her not matter what and then she started crying hard and said that she needs someone like me. She has also mentioned that she is afraid of holding me back and has says she always feels like she is never good enough for me. I would hope she believed that she is good enough and that I’m just confused. Ultimately though, she might be right worrying if she is good enough, or if I have the mental and emotional strength to stay or not hurt her. Good thing is that she has realized that she has mental health issues and has been going to therapy and counseling. We have been sharing plenty of articles on relationships and PTSD. She has complex PTSD due to emotional abuse from a narcissistic ex. The thing is now we are both worrying about the possible failures and possible pain and exhaustion that might feel so heavy that I will have to eventually let go. We have been dating for a little over a year now and we don’t live together. She is so sweet and wonderful at the good times with me so I’m willing to go to counseling with her if she has good progress with her therapy. We are taking a two week break to discuss things further and see what kind of relationship we can have. Weather its friends with the occasional benefits, taking it slow, or seeing if we can make it work. There is not point of hopes for a committed or “complete” relationship if she is feeling pressure from me because I am not getting what I want in a relationship. This sucks.

  • Jasper

    April 5th, 2019 at 4:02 AM

    I have been married to my wife for nearly 17 years. I never knew she had childhood trauma until she had our third child in 2013. Since the birth of the child and our moving house few months after her baby delivery, our marriage has never been the same. She blames me for every decision we took together that went wrong. She makes up stories that I deprived her of fund and slanders me to her family members and close friends alike. It took me a lot to get her to see a therapist through our church. Once she started seeing the therapist, she refused to disclose to me that she was diagonised with complex trauma. Her therapist also kept her diagnosis away from for nearly three years. So I was made the scapegoat for her trauma. She will at the slightest opportunity go into rage and say very hurtful thingss to me. The worst is that she keeps asking for divorce and separation from me because she believed I ruined her life. It took my pleading with her therapist before he disclosed to me that my wife had trauma and that it had nothing to do with me or our marriage. The therapist disclosed that I have rather have been a major trigger to her because I represent a father figure that traumatised her when she was a child. At the moment, my wife’s condition is still not getting back and she has been stone-walling me for months now. I am not sure how to respond to her constant request for seperation considering that we have three innocent kids in the whole mix. My situation is pathetic because she cannot manage the kids on her own if I leave. At the same time, her therapist told me that my family breakdown could make her condition worse even suicidal. So I do not know how to live with a traumatised wife that would not talk to me for months and still joke with other family friends. I Am seeing a therapist as well but it is not enough to manage the hurts from my wife. I am torn and not sure what to go from here.

  • Tired

    April 30th, 2019 at 6:49 PM

    I am currently in a lesbian relationship with someone with PTSD and bi-polar syndrome. We have been together almost 3 years and every day is getting worst. I tried to be supportive, encourage counseling and even went. Due to the number of days I missed they started docking my pay so I encouraged her to continue to go but she refused. She stopped going and blamed me. Everyday is different, when its good its great and when its bad, its really really bad. I am lost at this point, have started feeling numb and distant. I’m afraid to leave but feel like I need to due to the fact I have children of my own still living in the house with us. I’m really tired but scared that she will do something to herself if I leave. We have no support groups in my area so I feel trapped in a web that I don’t understand that is making me dark and numb. Please reference me to some articles to read to help me understand.

  • Tyler

    November 15th, 2020 at 7:22 PM

    It’s hard to understand through another persons eyes. The traumatized understand each other to an extent because they share similar aspects of reality, but where their trauma differs, often different behaviors manifest, and these behaviors we have trouble understanding… Why? Different experiences solidified them.

    It’s funny, unless we constantly remind ourselves to think in this frame of mind, we always wind up asking ourselves why others act the way they do..

    Duh! Did you forget already?

  • Carolyn

    May 2nd, 2021 at 6:40 PM

    I’ve been married to my husband for 10 years and in the past 12 months he has remembered a suppressed childhood trauma – abuse by a grandparent. He says things like ‘I don’t know who I am anymore’ and feels that he has spent his like pleasing and appeasing others in order to “keep himself safe”. Right now he’s learning to listen to what he needs. Last week he said he needs “space” and is going to move out for a while. I’m beyond devastated as is our little girl. Is this normal -for people who have suffered complex childhood trauma to need space from their family who loves them???

  • Zed

    May 3rd, 2021 at 7:06 PM

    Hi Carolyn,
    Trauma can make one feel desperately alone and unlovable. I know it was for me.
    I’m not an expert in any way, but in my experience, even though we may crave to be alone and out of sight, that is not what heals us. It is love and compassion, it is someone who understands what we have gone through. Please help him find a therapist, and if he is seeing one, communicate with them together, so you may grow as a family. This is really important.
    You are safe, whatever happens.
    Take care please!

  • Catherine

    February 14th, 2022 at 1:52 PM

    My son was dating a girl who had terrible trauma from past experience but he didn’t know. It’s crazy link how I even know. Girlfriend doesn’t know I know but anyway I think my son tried to take things to next level and she freaked out. He won’t talk about her with me and she is being cryptic. They were truly lively fun couple together for over a year. It is heartbreaking. A professional told my sister that we shouldn’t tell him but his heartbreak would be easier to bear if he knew it wasn’t him the problem. Do you agree I shouldn’t tell him?

  • Anonymous

    February 28th, 2022 at 12:16 AM

    It has been so difficult to find resources for psychological help for partners of people with PTSD. I was convinced I had met the love of my life but a parent died and he left. I wanted nothing more than to be there for him but he shut me out then blamed me. I cry everyday and just want my hero back. It’s like he died.

  • Anon

    December 4th, 2022 at 11:04 AM

    Reading through all of these comments, it is comforting to see people in the same kind of situation. My partner and I were together for 4 years. Our relationship was always somewhat turbulent and intense, so there were periods where we weren’t together but these were not for very long and even when we weren’t together we always re-connected.
    Over time, we managed to move past a lot of our difficulties and were finally so happy. That was until, after a period of lots of bad news and triggering events (for my partner), the childhood trauma that my partner had always kept so deeply repressed started to come to the surface.
    I didn’t know at the time what was happening. I blamed myself mainly, thinking that I just wasn’t good enough and their needs for me had changed because of this. I was constantly in panic mode (still am) and asking if I had done something wrong? Was everything ok? I didn’t realise at the time that this was pushing my partner away. I didn’t get the communication I needed because when I would ask my partner what they needed I would be met with ‘I don’t know’ or ‘I just need space’ and I couldn’t really understand why all of a sudden they were distant and wanted space from me.
    It is now at the point where my partner has ended the relationship and has said that they need to be on their own. I know how much they are suffering and the whole situation is extremely painful for both of us.
    We still love each other deeply. I think my partner believes I can’t be there for them like they need me to. I have been giving them space and still hold out hope that this is something that will pass and after some time, my partner will come back to me.
    Is this completely delusional of me?

  • Francis

    July 24th, 2023 at 2:10 PM

    My girlfriend and I have been together for 3 years. Recently, she told me she wants a break from sex, citing a traumatic experience from her past. I found a chat on her phone with someone I had warned her about, but she claims it was innocent. I’m confused whether her reasons are genuine or if there’s something else going on. According to her, her traumatic experience when she was little is making her feel bad every time we finish having sex, no matter how great it was initially. I don’t know how possible it is or if she may be lying, as we dealt with the issue earlier before now. Is it possible for such a thing to actually happen after being together for this long, or could it be that she doesn’t find me attractive anymore (which she said is not the case)? Or could it be that she actually cheated and is feeling guilty?

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