For those parents out there who may not know what it’s like during a day in the life of a special-needs parent, humor me for a moment while I describe an actual scenario:
The school year has started, and the release note from the psychiatrist has not yet arrived to authorize the school to administer that second dosage of medication that will help your child focus and concentrate in the afternoon. You know he will fall apart without his “brain vitamin.” Your HMO doesn’t allow faxes to the school, so it has to be sent by snail mail to your house for you to hand-deliver to the school staff. To top that off, there has been a budget cut for teachers’ aides in your son’s school district, so you know there will be one less aide in your son’s special-needs class. That means a specific reading program cannot be implemented for his dyslexia, unless his teacher completely rearranges her schedule to accommodate his one-on-one needs and the school district provides support during this time. You reluctantly act as an intermediary between his teacher, who is taxed to capacity, and the school administration, sensing you have stepped on a political landmine that you want no part of. Every school year brings new challenges to advocate for your son’s individualized education program to be upheld.
Furthermore, your son can’t find his socks, which you asked him to put on 20 minutes ago (about five times). He hasn’t touched his breakfast. You know you have a long drive after school to drive your son to vision therapy so he can work on his visual processing. You will be stuck in traffic on the way home. You look at your do-to list; it is a mile long. On top of the list is finding a team sport that your child can participate in without being too overwhelmed given his neurological challenges with visual processing, attention-deficit hyperactivity, and, according to some “experts,” mild autism. You don’t really agree with the last diagnosis, but because your son has sensory processing issues, he has strands of what could look like autism. You shiver as you recall the judgmental parents who stared at your son at the last soccer enrollment, wondering why he couldn’t follow through with multiple-step auditory commands. You scratch your head in disbelief, appalled at the ignorance in some communities and the lack of appreciation of diversity. You must call the tutor who teaches the expensive multisensory reading and get that set up, at least until the school gets its act together to implement the program during the school day. You know your son will be exhausted today, and tutoring is the last thing he will be able to do. His brain will have been pushed to its limit by school pick-up time. Then you start to worry about your older middle schooler’s homework load. He may be a “typically developing” child, but he has entered adolescence and you are worried he feels like he isn’t getting enough attention with all of his little brother’s activities.
You recall the movie Finding Nemo and picture the scene where Dory and Marlin are happily exploring the deep ocean where little light punches through the depths, and, unbeknownst to them, an anglerfish suddenly presents a mesmerizing glow and gifts the fish with its deceptive little barb. Marlin and Dory are transfixed and feeling transported to another world—until the hungry anglerfish projects its mouth, filled with serrated teeth, and begins to take chase. Marlin announces, “Happy moment gone.” This is how summer has transitioned to the beginning of the school year for you.
Sounds like a choose-your-own-adventure novel gone awry? Welcome to the world of the special-needs parent. It’s hard enough being a parent to a “typically developing” youngster, but factor in the element of “special needs” and you have chronically stressed-out parents. It is imperative that all parents practice self-care, but it is even more essential for special-needs parents.
Don’t get me wrong: As a parent of two (one of which has special-needs challenges) and as a psychotherapist, I know that parenthood can be completely enriching and truly the most wonderful thing since sliced bread. But I also know that far too often, many parents do not discuss the myths and expectations of parenthood and how these standards are so very high that they are, simply put, unrealistic. When a parent is faced with the added demands of raising a special-needs child in particular, the added burden of medical, financial, and educational worry is profound. Many special-needs parents are so taxed to capacity, just going through the motions of survival, that self-care becomes the last item on the list of things to do.
I have found in my practice—and in my life—that the following self-care strategies have been life-saving and essential for reducing stress and finding some semblance of balance on this journey called special-needs parenting. Parents of “typical” children should find some of these strategies helpful as well.
- Befriend other parents who have children with special-needs challenges. They get it. Keep authentic friendships with those who may not fully understand the ins/outs of special-needs parenting but who are supportive and who can lend a helping hand.
- Educate family and friends on the specifics on your child’s challenges and discuss how they can be supportive, nonjudgmental, and how they can offer tangible practical help (i.e., trade off play dates for babysitting so you can go on a date with your partner). Talk about invisible issues (i.e. ADHD, autism, learning disabilities, etc.) and how they impact your child so that friends and family can be prepared to understand why your child may not be able to handle the bright florescent lights in Target without having a meltdown. No, it’s not your lack of parenting.
- Practice ongoing deep breathing, yoga, or exercise of any kind that lifts endorphins and puts you in contact with mental wellness and social support. With the chronic levels of cortisol and adrenaline in your system with chronic stress, your body needs relief and discharging of these harmful chemicals. Likewise, stay on top of nutritional supplementation. Get a physical. Make sure you have a good multivitamin with omega-3 fish oil to protect brain health. Be sure you are not vitamin deficient (very common).
- Take time for you. Yes, may be stretched to the limit with work (if you haven’t had to quit your job to care full time for your special-needs child), shuttling your child to appointments, tending to the needs of others in your family, and the usual ins and outs of life (laundry, food preparation, etc.). However, it is vital that you make yourself a priority. You must schedule self-care time or it just won’t happen. This can look simply like an hour where no one is bothering you, curled up reading the latest gossip magazine. Or it could be as decadent as a facial or massage. Having a friend or relative watch your kid(s) for an hour or more is heaven-sent.
- Take care of good “sleep hygiene.” Yes, that’s the latest clinical term for getting a good night’s rest. If you are getting less than five consecutive hours of sleep (approximately a full sleep cycle), your brain is being depleted in serotonin, the neurotransmitter that regulates mood. See your doctor or naturopath for interventions, including melatonin supplementation.
- Journal, paint, or dance the stress out. Studies show that creative expression helps enhance well-being and reduce stress. If you don’t have someone to help you with the kids during that hour of “me time,” have them join you. Invite them to join you in practicing with a stress-relief yoga video or child yoga video with animal poses (assuming they are physically able; otherwise, they can observe mom/dad practicing self-care and learn through your example the importance of self-care for all family members).
- If you suspect you might be depressed or anxious, contact a skilled, licensed psychotherapist who can provide supportive therapy. Look into support groups for special-needs parents in your area. Reduce isolation.
- If it is feasible and safe, get a dog or cat. Pets reduce stress, lower blood pressure, and generally bring about unconditional love and family cohesion. I often wonder if it’s my family that rescued our rescue dog or if she rescued us. Pets add a whole dimension of unconditional acceptance and love, in addition to reducing stress (most of the time).
- Get in touch with nature. There is something so meditative about being surrounded by the beauty of creation. Do a walking meditation or hike in your neighborhood. If you can go to the coast, experience the ocean breezes and sensory comfort of air, sand, water, and wind. Whatever nature surrounds you, find comfort in the beauty of other living things. Likewise, tap into your spirituality and allow that to guide and comfort you. You might find this in nature, on a walk, or in a church, mosque, or synagogue. Wherever spirituality is for you, allow it into your life.
- Compartmentalize. Your to-do list is a mile long always. Just tackle one or two things per day, then reward yourself for any accomplishments. Without your advocacy, your child wouldn’t be the rock star he/she is. You are tireless in your endeavors. Reward yourself for being a rock star mama/papa. Know when to stop checking things off the list, lest you burn yourself out. Give yourself permission to watch those shows you recorded after the kids are asleep. You have earned it!
- Find the positive in the struggle. You would never wish pain and struggle upon your child or family. And yet there are many silver linings in the challenge of special-needs parenting. Generally, your family members are more likely to be compassionate, tolerant, embracing of diversity, authentic, mature, empathic, and wise beyond their years in unquantifiable ways. Focus on humor. Focus on the magnitude of love in your family. It is profound.
- Let people who don’t get it fall by the wayside. They will either be supportive and unconditionally there for you as a friend, or they won’t. Don’t frequent that supermarket in which the clerk glares at you disapprovingly because your child can’t hold it together in a long line and starts licking your arm because he needs sensory input. Trust me, no one is going to get it unless they have a child with sensory processing issues. Spend your time and energy wisely, and seek out services and businesses that are nonjudgmental and special-needs friendly (i.e., certain pediatric dentists work with special-needs children). There will always be ignorant people in the community who will be quick to blame you for your “lack of parenting ability” because you don’t know how to “control your child.” Those people don’t know that your child has some invisible neurological challenges which are not obvious on the surface. It gets easier to let it roll off your back with time.
I hope the above suggestions for self-care are helpful to you. As a mother and a psychotherapist, I must practice what I preach as well. Here’s to self-care!
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