Is High-Functioning Autism an Excuse in Your Relationship?

Man being mad at his girlfriendIf you are involved in a relationship with a person who has been diagnosed with Asperger’s syndrome, officially known as high-functioning autism (HFA), you’re likely familiar with this scenario: You have a discussion with your partner. It turns oddly off course. You’re left confused. And then—slam!—you’re hit with something hurtful that takes the wind out of your sails.

This is different from other conversations that go off the rails. In this case, you have to struggle with the realization that your partner did not mean to hurt you. There was no intent to abuse, but you are reeling just the same.

So what do you do with the pain?

Do you deny it because you understand it was not inflicted intentionally? Or do you ignore it, hoping it will go away?

These are two time-honored methods used by many of the individuals who come to my office for counseling regarding this aspect of their relationships. The problem is that they backfire; by using them, you generally end up feeling more hurt. Then the ground is fertile for resentment and contempt, and—as John Gottman has repeatedly pointed out—once these emotions enter a relationship, it is very difficult to retrieve mutual respect and rebuild.

Besides, you already know these methods don’t work.

How do I know that you know? Because you likely don’t feel any relief.

The better solution is to acknowledge that although there was no intention to hurt you, your partner’s words DID hurt you. You can’t fairly deny the result of hurtful behavior simply because it was not undertaken with a goal of causing harm. If a tree limb falls on you as you walk through the woods, are you not permitted to acknowledge that your injuries hurt? The tree didn’t mean to hurt you, either.

If you are seeing a counselor, be certain that he or she understands the unique dynamics of being in a relationship in which one partner is on the autism spectrum. From an educational perspective, there are enormous implications that might make the difference between being helpful to a neurotypical partner in an HFA-neurotypical partnership and being not so helpful.

What may look like self-centeredness or even narcissism in your story is more likely to be your legitimate expression of not feeling heard by your HFA partner. While it may not be the result of conscious disregard, your experience of being lonely and hurt in your relationship is valid.

While it may not be the result of conscious disregard, your experience of being lonely and hurt in your relationship is valid.

If your partner is in counseling, or if you are in couples counseling together, it is equally important that your therapist have a specialized understanding of this unique relationship. High-functioning autism is not a one-size-fits-all diagnosis. However, understanding the impact of the neurological differences and the arc of possibility upon which they can play out in an intimate relationship is essential for fair couples work, and certainly for providing substantive assistance to the person with the diagnosis.

If you suspect that your partner is on the spectrum but has no diagnosis, please bear in mind that a professional assessment is essential; there is no online quiz or self-help book that will help you to make that diagnosis on your own.

Still, you know your situation best. If your partner is hurting you emotionally and you can’t seem to get him or her to understand you when you talk about your pain, as a starting point, consider couples work with a counselor who understands HFA. The couples work will be helpful regardless of whether HFA is a factor, and as is frequently the case with couples with whom I work, an assessment becomes part of our work together. Everyone wins. The person either has or does not have the diagnosis. It is a triaging tool in that it allows a couple to move forward knowing what they are dealing with in their interpersonal communication.

Please don’t try to swallow your pain. At the very least, recognize that if you feel hurt, it is because you ARE in pain, regardless of intent or circumstances. Your pain is real—and it deserves your attention.

Be kind to yourself.

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  • bev

    bev

    September 7th, 2015 at 10:44 AM

    If you have to use anything as an “excuse” in the relationship then you have to already know that there is something wrong. You need to be able to own up to what it is that you could be doing wrong and not looking for a way that will always justify it.

  • Sarah Swenson, MA, LMHC

    Sarah Swenson, MA, LMHC

    September 7th, 2015 at 12:51 PM

    Hello, bev,
    I agree with you. Willingness to accept personal responsibility for one’s own actions and open-mindedness toward one’s partner create the ground in which authentic communication becomes possible.

  • Claudia

    Claudia

    September 7th, 2015 at 5:14 PM

    Is it common to be with someone who is an adult and yet who has never received the proper diagnosis? And what are the chances of receiving the proper diagnosis at this stage in their lives?

  • Sarah Swenson, MA, LMHC

    Sarah Swenson, MA, LMHC

    September 7th, 2015 at 10:05 PM

    Hello, Claudia – Yes, it is common for adults on the spectrum not to have a diagnosis because high-functioning autism (Asperger Syndrome) is a relatively new clinical diagnosis. It is never too late to seek a diagnostic evaluation for an adult who is interested. It can be liberating and help make sense of many things that previously were confusing about a person’s life.

  • Rebecca

    Rebecca

    September 8th, 2015 at 8:46 AM

    @Claudia,This same question I been wondering.But with no money for dr.Calls/Emails to various autism help groups say
    call dr.even though i have sad no insurance.

  • Teka

    Teka

    September 8th, 2015 at 9:32 AM

    One of the most helpful things that I have come to realize is that I don’t need to downplay my own emotions. If something hurts me than why shouldn’t I feel like I can own up to that and tell them? If they don’t know that this is something that hurt me then how would they even know to try not to do it again?

  • Sarah Swenson, MA, LMHC

    Sarah Swenson, MA, LMHC

    September 8th, 2015 at 11:07 AM

    Hello, Teka – you make an excellent point: it is in recognizing and honoring our own feelings and that we know who we are; telling someone else that you feel hurt by their actions is the beginning of a conversation. When undertaken in the spirit of mutual exploration, and without assigning blame or feeling guilt, such a conversation helps both individuals grow.

  • Sarah Swenson, MA, LMHC

    Sarah Swenson, MA, LMHC

    September 8th, 2015 at 11:11 AM

    Hello, Rebecca – I can understand your frustration at being referred to physicians when you do not have insurance. I wonder whether you realize that some psychotherapists also offer diagnostic evaluations for HFA, and that some arrange their fees on a sliding scale. If you look in the therapist directory here on GoodTherapy.org, search by location and clinical specialty to see whether there might be someone in your area who could be helpful to you. Best wishes!

  • Creed

    Creed

    September 11th, 2015 at 7:22 AM

    When someone hurts your feelings, regardless of the reason why it has happened, there is still the intent that is there behind it and they have to be called out on it. You have to be able and willing to play well with others even when you don’t want to. That’s kind of how society works.

  • Sarah Swenson, MA, LMHC

    Sarah Swenson, MA, LMHC

    September 11th, 2015 at 9:11 AM

    Hello, Creed,
    I understand what you mean about setting clear boundaries so that another person understands what is hurtful to you. However, when there is a diagnosis of high-functioning autism, or the traits/symptoms of it, this is exactly where the difficulty lies: the person can hurt you without intending to do so by virtue of the nature of this particular diagnosis. It is still fair, and important, to have a conversation about the fact that the effect of his/her behavior was hurtful to you, but it is not always true that there was an intent to hurt. This can become a very challenging and difficult experience for the neurotypical partner of someone on the spectrum. I often see the the equivalent of continuous post traumatic stress syndrome in my clients who are in this situation.

  • Christa

    Christa

    September 11th, 2015 at 7:14 PM

    So, when are we gonna have one of these about how you all use being neurotypical as an excuse

  • Sarah Swenson, MA, LMHC

    Sarah Swenson, MA, LMHC

    September 11th, 2015 at 7:58 PM

    Hello, Christa – you ask a fair question! It is a topic well worth pursuing. I do not believe anything is an excuse, but sometimes there are reasons that are worthy of exploration.

  • Me

    Me

    September 25th, 2017 at 1:28 PM

    Christa- When neurotypicals start acting like jerks.

  • Danielle

    Danielle

    October 29th, 2017 at 3:29 PM

    Can someone please tell me why I would choose this excruciating pain
    This is all new to me n has turned my world upside down
    I have read,reached out via email to support groups
    And experienced immense pain and confusion as the result of dating someone I truly loved who recently disclosed his diagnosis of HFA
    I Believed he knew all along
    But at the very end seeing the end of our relationship n my pain he reluctantly disclosed
    I am so stuck,bitter,confused and I only blame myself for going back repeatedly for this same roller coaster
    We are not married
    This has been relatively a short long distance relationship
    Meeting up only weekly due to distance n schedule demands
    Not even a whole year
    What is so deeply broken and dysfunctional in myself that I would pursue this as he continually slams the door shut
    Just make it go away …this need to fix
    Receive love n be acknowledged
    I am only seeing this one sided ….as to
    The sickness n me to scarifice all
    I have knowing the outcome

    Someone please kick
    Tell
    Scream
    Some sense into
    This has been going downwards at my expense
    Yet I obsess n Feel lost n abandoned by him
    Anyone else have this experience ?
    Suggestions ?
    Miracle cures ?
    Voodoo spells ?
    I will do anything at this point to change my direction and feelings on this
    Thank you

  • Susan

    Susan

    January 30th, 2018 at 8:31 PM

    I am a psychologist married 34 years to a physician with undiagnosed HFA. As you say in your article the clinical diagnosis is rather recent. It took me many years to understand what was going on. We went to many therapists but my husband was so adept at smoke screens, dodging, and putting the spotlight back on me that I ended up being befuddled as were most of the therapists. When I became very ill in 2014 he became very abusive. My doctor was alarmed and advised me to leave “before something really bad happened” to me. As soon as I was well enough I moved out. Our divorce was final 7 months ago. I am 69.

  • Sarah Swenson

    Sarah Swenson

    January 31st, 2018 at 1:16 PM

    Hello, Susan – I send you my best wishes as you heal. I know how difficult this transition is. Be kind to yourself.

  • Hailey

    Hailey

    March 5th, 2018 at 10:39 PM

    This is an old post so I understand if there is no response…. How do I tell the difference between typical “male brain” an Aspbergers?

  • Sarah Swenson

    Sarah Swenson

    March 6th, 2018 at 10:05 AM

    Hello, Hailey – Asperger’s/autistic behavior can be differentiated from the neurotypical generally along the lines of intention. However, it is difficult to know the intentions of another person without asking, and individuals on the autisim spectrum may have difficulty answering such questions. My suggestion is to consult with a mental health professional for some education about what autism is and what it is not. I hope this is helpful. Best wishes to you.

  • Lindsay

    Lindsay

    March 21st, 2018 at 3:03 AM

    At 41, I just got diagnosed with an ASD. I’m in tears better understanding my life & struggles with relationships. To know I’ve hurt so many people, lost birth family, & fully dependant upon my caregiver/partner. As a aspie, I take complete blame. It’s physically illnesses that keep me from being more independent. After what I’ve read on here, I think it’s best I leave to “free” my partner. But it leaving equals me homeless or in state nursing facility. Has anyone had a good relationship with an ASD partner? Do I need to “stick with my own kind”?

  • Nora

    Nora

    April 13th, 2018 at 6:24 PM

    Hello,
    I have been dating long distance relationship my boyfriend for almost 9 months and there has been many difficulties in our relationship almost 2 months ago he got diagnosed I really love him but his lack of empathy and understanding gets to me and I fear if I stay with him, I’ll end up with hatred in my heart and the love I have for him would leave. I’ve accepted his diagnosis but how do you get someone who hates therapists to go to one?
    The blame has always been placed on me over our arguments ect and I have another question why do people who has AS get angry when we NTs express ourselves over their lack of empathy? I don’t feel we judge them, I think we just need to be heard out more.
    I would understand if no one replies
    Thank you,
    Nora

  • JJ

    JJ

    August 25th, 2018 at 6:07 AM

    I’m a woman diagnosed with Autism Spectrum Disorder (ASD), and I have empathy. It’s a common myth that we don’t have empathy, and I’ve read it in this thread. I recently ended a relationship with an emotionally abusive man who claimed to have Asperger Syndrome. While I understand many of us on the “high functioning” area of the spectrum are met with doubts regarding our diagnosis, I truly believe this man was using the label as an excuse to feel sorry for him, so he could get away with the abuse. The complete lack of remorse for some of the things he did, seemed more psychopathic to me. Looking back, he told me that he had always dreamed of having an Aspie girlfriend, and eventually, wife. He seemed thrilled to have met me. Yet, any typical autistic trait that I’d show, such as the tendency to take things literally, he’d put down. He didn’t really show the typical traits, and actually seemed NT (maybe with a PD?) at times. This has been very difficult. It’s not the first time I’ve tried to leave and failed.

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