Woman covering face with hands, looking downGaslighting is a colloquial term that describes a type of psychological abuse in which the abuser denies the victim’s reality, causing him/her to question him/herself, his/her memory, or his/her perceptions. The term gaslighting is also sometimes used to apply to the use of inflammatory behavior or language that provokes someone to behave in an uncharacteristic way.

What Is Gaslighting?

The term originates with a 1938 play called “Gas Light.” In the play, a woman’s husband tries to convince her that she is mentally unstable by making small changes in her environment—for example, by insisting that the gas lights he dimmed do not look dim to him and by hiding her belongings.

Gaslighting is often used an abusive tactic by those with narcissistic and psychopathic personalities, and it can happen without actual environmental manipulation. The aim of the abuse is to make the victim doubt his/her perception of reality, and gaslighting tactics can be entirely verbal or emotional.

Often, victims of this abuse may start out by challenging the perpetrator, who then turns the situation around by gaslighting them. In doing so, he or she causes the victim to question themselves and in doing so, draws attention away from the abuse. For example, someone might claim that his or her partner engaged in name-calling, yelling, or breaking of that person’s possessions. The partner might avoid taking the blame with gaslighting techniques such as denying that the events ever took place, or pointing out that other person’s transgressions were at fault.

An individual may gaslight another by:

  • Refusing to listen to any concerns or pretending not to understand them.
  • Questioning his or her memory, denying that events occurred in the way the victim (accurately) remembers.
  • Changing the subject to divert the victim’s attention from a topic, trivializing their concerns.
  • Pretending to forget things that have happened to further discredit the victim.
  • Denying events have taken place, claiming that the victim is making them up

Gaslighting may also be subtler or even unintentional. Dismissals such as “Calm down, you’re overreacting,” and “Come on, it was just a joke!” are less obvious forms of emotional manipulation that, when offered in response to a valid reaction, have the effect of conditioning others into believing their emotions, reactions, and feelings are not valid and are, in fact, excessive.

Effects of Gaslighting

Gaslighting can have catastrophic effects for a victim’s psychological health, particularly when gaslighting occurs over a long period in a close relationship. The process is often gradual and can seem harmless at first, but eventually, victims may begin to believe they are the cause of the perpetrator’s aggression. They may also question their own perceptions, stop seeking help, withdraw from friends and family, and become more dependent on an abuser, both because he or she now defines the victim’s reality, but also because the victim may come to fear that others will believe in the abuser’s version of reality and consider the victim to be mentally unstable.

DC1-02-gaslightingBecause this form of abuse often leads to increased dependence on the perpetrator, those who are being abused may blame themselves and experiencing difficulty in leaving their abuser. People who are victims of gaslighting may behave in ways that cause them to appear unstable because they have learned that they cannot trust their perceptions and cannot count on the validation of their thoughts or feelings. They are also less likely to continue to voice their emotions and feelings, knowing that they are likely to be invalidated.

Recognizing Gaslighting

Often, once an individual recognizes that someone is using gaslighting techniques, he or she may be able to regain faith in their own reality and perceptions. A person who has been a victim of gaslighting may benefit from reforming any relationships he or she pulled back from as a result of being abused. Having the trust and support of others can help reinforce trust in oneself and may also help provide the courage needed to break unhealthy bonds. Those who have experienced gaslighting may also wish to seek therapy in order to reinforce their sense of reality.


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  • mary


    August 13th, 2014 at 9:19 AM

    a great article

  • Teresa


    April 10th, 2017 at 3:46 PM

    Omg. I cried when I read this realizing what my 28 year old son has been putting me through for the past few years. I am feeling stronger just because I read this article. It is EXACTLY the abuse I have been dealing with for about 8 years. I have to take my 15 year old son and GET OUT OF HERE!! Thank you so much! God bless you!

  • Cassandra


    April 29th, 2017 at 8:27 AM

    This is wonderful! How much strength you are using to first recognise that something is very wrong, to search out what it is, and now to take action to save both yourself and your younger son! You have every right to ask for help from a woman’s shelter, as such serious emotional abuse is as debilitating as physical violence. My hopes and prayers go with you and your teenage son!

  • C


    April 29th, 2017 at 11:51 AM

    I have met and had friends of both genders who gaslight. I haven’t figured out exactly why women gaslight- maybe it’s a form of dominance for them? They get a weird kick out of it? I don’t know.
    As for men, I’ve noticed that men who gaslight others, SOMEWHERE they are missing a “spine” (backbone) or part of a “spine” and they use gaslighting as a way to have control over someone and have that “spine” back (in their unconscious mind). Especially if they have a disorder, that tactic would be amplified in their mind.

  • Keith


    June 5th, 2017 at 8:17 PM

    How do you prove the people that were involved took from you by making you feel unsure. Then convinced you to say it there or two times to record the incident when giving the answer they wanted. Also of your life making it seem like it was a lie.

  • WASiDIDi


    September 12th, 2017 at 9:20 PM

    hi, im a 52 young male,, 8 years ago my partner of 18years and mother to our now 16 & 14 year old girls, I have always wanted kids ,a 7 year girl friend before has said I did then and must be a brill dad, to young and not right but are facebook friends ,and said sorry for whatever, but it shows im not abusive or she would not be a friend, im a lad , loyal to protect those close with my life, just so you no iam good looking good frame and romantic fun caring loving, looks wise both loved watching ladies turn round walkin in town or going to the bar , I still am not sure but friends now older have said, im not big headed or better than anyone,loads of friends (but don’t see) bit shy
    never been confident since I was put in the remedial classes at school, dyslecia labelled as dunce, this is so you get what im like, im a jazz trumpeter (another idea I was gaslighted?) I can make fun and jokes about me and anything, so if I do don’t think I am not a victim or affected,
    me now 8 years on,
    I was sign unfit for work 3 years ago after a year on anti depressants, before that after split I went out on my own to a back street pub and never to locals where I new everyone and friends went because she said that I didn’t deserve her and I was a waist of space and a joke, so im talking since school in a village that had a baby boom, 3 double room caravans so 6 classrooms from infant , high and collage , close gang of village lads that got on with all and every one when out,
    I sight to see (one stag do in benardorm 53 blokes went and not a problem) but wow we could but allways fair 1on1 so we got better and better and I was top man (not a bully ,2 below was & strangers assumed them top ,cool with me,i was ,I didn’t want to be) a hippy music cool bloke, not towny gangster , I get ask to go events that I used to organise more but last 8 years a few , I have the home we all lived, but im a carer to my mum at 90, and live and sleep on a air bed in the garage , music around me,
    10 years together prekids ,
    moved Birmingham with girl before for fun she got of with bloke she is with and kids now, both was on the 50s sean &ex was with new bloke no problems , I met this one ,rockin chic gorgeous fun , all great, proper jiveing together ,not routine ,you have to no each others moves, go parties weekenders ,had fun and made friend any and everywhere, we looked great and both didn’t care if they lived on the street or mansion ,black white orange green? age ,sexuality, faith, looks ,interests, if you was nice that’s all that mattered, she did access and unni study womens study sociology year later I did music access then 1 year unni music but it changed so dyslecia stopped it, so she started unni same time I did access ,it was a struggle she was out all week in accomadasion I stopped in saved my dole for weekend when she came back skint ,it was unfair me home alone so we got out at weekend while she was out with friends spending (first time I have thought of that ) if I said anything, I would end up being wrong, I used to make the place nice and arrange things ,make fun sexual teasing things also as she came upstairs to the flat of our stairs, so she had a welcome and I missed her and sex that was still new and fun 7 years on,
    after a while she loved it and it was great, then a few times it got chucked back in my face, she said sex was all I was after and that ended that. when the summer came it was a struggle to live on my money and wanted her to help but didn’t so we had a row , she wasn’t living with me but was all the time , (she had a part time job at unni ,spent that aswell ) in the heat I said go and get a job don’t come back till you have,
    it was a row ,we needed money major priority , but I got the blame the money problems didn’t get mentioned it was all me , im not horrible and don’t like arguments , so I love her and if I hurt her I was sorry, I didn’t think the main issue had been lost, a bit after it ended , I moved back to my mums before unni .we was at different campuses at same unni and only on a Monday busses took all campuses to a big night club , she had started going with a lad (she used to say to me never cheat and she would never , I wouldn’t ,) so I trusted her with my life, but that mite be why she changed her view on how I did the flat? it used to break my heart on Monday , I would try speaking and saying I was sorry “it mite have been the row that ended it” but she was out with all her gang of friends , I was crying my eyes out on theway home one night (I mean crying like ive never seen ) we met a few times that year, then I failed 2 moduals on written work and another was just to make 8 so that was that, back to mothers and work , she was in her last year I moved out me mums and started going town with the lads, still missed her, but had money trended up and had ladies falling on me, I loved her and sex with a friend gets better and cannot enjoy it once so fun but not me, the xmass before I rang her was a players dream ,I love romance and flowers so before valentines day, I rang her to ask her out , I picked her up from her folks in brum and back to the village, talked had fun and very soon she moved over to a new city and together, a few female friends I introduced her to and had told about her and my love for her, got pally and works for her still after starting a few years later, I had got into clubbing and the lads at home still gangster players, so I had a front and still hadn’t let the wall down , (the big gang in the village from kids ,had small gangs like football fans, clubbers, hippy festival sort and family normal guys , they had got married, I moved in with a footy ,club lad so was up town with them after the big gang was at the local pub) im the hippy kind but all best friends so no problem, I was different and she didn’t like it but ended up with the hippy sort again, she didn’t like or trust the footy club sort rightly so, no arguement , so we had a few issues , I was a prat at times ,
    we got pregnant but before I new she had left and gone to stay at friend I said earlier,, still not sure what for but maybe pull me inline ,2 weeks later back together, 99 % nearly died giving birth to a 9,13lb girl ,scarred me big style. she had a good new job doing a new nightclubs books, that would get less hours quickly on salary so I stayed home to look after the baby, her friends would be round after work so I would go see the lads at the pub, but the hours got longer same money, they was putting it on her and I didn’t like the extra hours or her being used, a few issues but I got a few days that turned into full time and she quit, so I would get home the place would be full of her friends ,up to 12 at times so a bath them see the lads , as soon as her friends had gone she would be on the phone telling me to come home , anytime half hour or 3to4 hours later, I didn’t like it was as soon as they went I had to end and go home, this I can see now is wrong, 2 years later she had gone this time the same friends sisters and again it was me out all the time being the reason not I was more or less sent out on loads of times I didn’t want to go, yes again she had left when she told me she was pregnant, 2 weeks later back home me taking the blame, her friends came every day ,not just the early late afternoon evening all afternoon some in the lounge some the kitchen ,I didn’t like it I was at work she had her mates round having a laff , I got home couldn’t say hi to the kids or her,had a bath and down the pub , I didn’t want to go every evening , I said cant you ask them to come round half hour after I finish so I can ask her how thing was ,just chat ,say hello to the kids, then she could have a laff with friends and I could enjoy time with the lads (I used to say at the pub the house is full and ive been kicked out so it became a joke and more anouying that as soon as her fun stopped I had to go, she would moan that they cameall the time and we thought a few would clean there home up and come round ours to make a mess so it was clean when there partners came home, they left ours to be home when there partners got back,,, so I new they was using her so me as well, she had said similar , yet I was the one out all the time and didn’t care, I used to say but nothing changed, one sunday we was making a lovely dinner having a laff , we just put it on a plate sat down to enjoy it and the friend nocked the door saw we had started to eat walked in and sat down, so my ex got up took her dinner in the lounge and left me eating mine on my own, first it was so so rude to come in after seeing we had started dinner and not say I will be back in a bit, 2nd for her to leave me eating on my own , I was hurt and mad, but I was being silly ? a friend a few doors up found her husband on the settee with another women so I said to the ex get her to come up the local pub with us 2 our girls and this girls with her kid that used to all play in our garden cause I got my girls swings ,slides ,sand pits,everything so all the kids played round ours. nothing changed I thought if she is happy ,the kids are young so cant get out it will be ok till they get to school after summer the youngest starts. then I paid for baby sitters gave her lots of money brought her friends a drink at the pub before they went up town, I was working away a lot and the friend up the road would get a baby sitter for 2+1 kids and get my ex to go out up the local, this local is not the village we was a bit closer to town, but new some and made friends of the rest, I would be in the digs in bed at 9 after 12 hour day and a pint with dinner, no fun, she hadn’t been out for a few years and I trust her (I thought it was just for a few hours) it got more and more, she had been round one blokes with her mate and loads of lads, and still up town on Friday with her mates, Saturday I had made a family day , Friday I had to go out after the week stuck in digs, so always made it party night, on several occasions she messed up big time I got a few thousand made plans to have the garden landscaped only to find she hadn’t paid something ,so all the quotes and time and money gone, didn’t say anything just let me carry on, another time I needed to get a credit score so had a capitol credit card, money was no problem we on my money was loaded, when I was away and remmemberd to pay it or ask her to do it at the weekend when I was working, in the week call her to remind her and again to see if she had ,she said yes but 3or4 times lied and said she had( bear in mind it was for the 4 of us only for a credit score) another 2 rows that ended up me in the wrong for being mad with her? plus waisting £500 that later was £1000 on pyramid games the friend at the start made money but my exwas late and lost it. when I told her not to.
    the last job away finished I brought her a buntch of red roses we drank champon to celerbrate, one week the next took her clothes shopping and told her to get what she wanted and as always asked how things looked because she trusted me to say good things, one of the other weeks did something else special, just rememberd a few months before we had a big row and she was denying all the money problems she caused , the one mentioned above (even thou I found out after we split from the friend she borrowed £500 that it was£1000) so that the quotes and the credit card I took of her that she spent the other money on, all proof, but she denied it and I was in the wrong for being mad again,
    so a month after working away flowers, champain , full new wardrobe , I went to work one day, during that day I rang home to ask the last time I had a rise because I was asking for one at work, then when I walked in home , she was gone the kids bed had gone and a lot of stuff, the night before we had gone shopping and spent over£100 on food, she was sorting frew a documents bag when we got back ,I ask what she was after and said something , I had a dear john letter saying theres no one els , I was controlling her? I had treated her horrid and my friends thought this and that , I was out all the time, I didn’t care, a few days later I found out where they was, a rented house not far, later I found the receipt from a month before she went and borrowed money from the first friend she still and was before working for. the pirymid one,
    I still don’t no who helped her,
    it started out one reason, so I decorated every room built high beds in the moon for the girls, big built in wardrobes for us , carpets ,tiles , everywhere was great still nothing, , then I was horrible in the arguments above again me to blame,, kept saying I was controlling , I didn’t no a thing for a month that she was and had got a pace to go , so not very good at controlling, all the friends and me paying for her to go out and the sexy clothes she went out in, does that sound controlling,
    she said there is no one else and I trusted her and loved her without question and it was me in the wrong, I even apolagized to a bloke I thought she was seeing, this went on for a year, trying to get my family back , taking the blame then eventualy a friend told me she was with the bloke I said sorry to, the one her friend got her to go to when I was working away , I had sat drinking with, brought him drinks , been next to him when she phoned, introduced her to sat together if we went out, he was a real player his car was paint striped by someone misses he had messed with before , he used to work on his car out front when the mums took the kids school , has kids with loads of women and about 10 years older than me so 60 now, so that after the year of lies , trying to sort things out, being told myfriends thoughtthisand that totally floored me , she said it wasn’t when we was together, I don’t no who new who to trust , whats real , I went to the back street pub with one mate who stayed away from things with the old men , for a few years until it shut and 3or4 years later apart from going out to practice or play music havnt been out, and before last week was 2or3 months since I had been anywhere,
    a few months after finding out they moved to a town 15 miles away without a word, and split up last year after the first holiday together (always have said a holiday will tell if you love someone) I don’t no why , but she is struggling , im struggling completely, both skint, she still twists everything, I still get the blame for it all ,reason changes all the time for splitting up , nothing abaut her having an affair, most off the time im wondering what I did , takin the blame, totally forgetting about him, my girls are 14 &16 ,im to old for more and missed the one real thing I wanted from young , my own kids, family , friends and my brother used to say how good we was together even say jelouse, they was shocked because out of all we was the real thing and for life, nothing would have taken me away from them. I thought we was best mates solid, I don’t no how she could have had more freedom and fun with 2 babies and toddlers, the girl up the road said the last month how we made her laff when we was playing around and kissing in the kitchen , this is 18 years together not many are still like that after that long with toddlers,
    so 8 years later ,I still don’t no who did what or new any thing, what happened ,
    what the truth is, what I did to lose my children
    where my best friend is . I don’t think anyone realises how lost I am,
    she says she was scared of me now,
    totally lost confused haven’t got a clue , I first heard of gaslighting a few weeks ago ,
    I don’t think wewas perfect but I no we wasnot bad,
    is this gaslighting?

  • Ellen


    April 2nd, 2015 at 12:20 PM

    I would like to know if “gas lighting” is intentional or such an integrated part of this mental condition that is just how a narcissist behaves. Do they have malice of forethought?

  • Thomas D

    Thomas D

    April 4th, 2015 at 4:27 PM

    Yes. People who Gas Light others are doing it intentionally. They do it in order to control the individual or disrupt the person’s mental state to the point where they are no longer regarded as being of sound mind.

  • Michelle B-C

    Michelle B-C

    November 11th, 2017 at 4:10 PM

    Thank you.

  • Jade


    September 4th, 2016 at 10:29 AM

    Ellen: That’s the $20,000 question that many gas lighting victims, including me, ask! It gets at the heart of the ethical implications of the situation. But either way, the results are the same — someone who fears they’re going mad and that nobody can or will help them.
    But I would think that if it’s somehow unintentional or subconscious, & the offender is plainly *told* that (s)he’s doing something that literally harms another’s health, (s)he would STOP. (S)he would APOLOGIZE. Not only that, but (s)he would SEEK WAYS TO MAKE UP FOR THE MISBEHAVIOR. Apology alone is meaningless. It MUST be backed up by actions of RESTORATION that HELP the victim. Sadly, in my experience, that doesn’t happen. Instead there’s denial, claims of innocence, justification, excuses, etc. If the gaslighter cannot or will not introspect & soul search, there’s virtually no hope for change. The only option for addressing the abuse is leaving.

  • Elle


    October 17th, 2016 at 11:48 PM

    Thank you for that needed validation, Jade. Exactly, the bottom line on it is that it is causing harm to someone whether the gaslighter consciously did the gaslighting or not. It may be a coping tactic the gaslighter learned growing up or some other circumstance that makes in unrecognizable as wrong to him/her, but that doesn’t make it any less wrong or harmful.

  • Adele


    October 30th, 2016 at 1:58 AM

    Thank you. I’m right in the eye if the storm. He’s left but all his things are here and I know I need to get to no contact ASAP. The final push was when he flatly denied the torrent of rage and anger I experienced when I dared to mention how he was making me feel. Apparently it didn’t happen. I make it up. I make out like he’s a psycho bully and he’s not putting up with it. If you’re an honest person able with introspective it jars so badly you start to doubt your own sanity. Like Ellen I wanted to know if he’s conscious of doing this or believes his own lies. But that’s me hoping if the latter I can fix him which I now see I can not. Wish me luck x

  • Nina


    November 5th, 2016 at 5:54 PM

    Dear Adele,
    I wish you lots of luck and love. I just came out of a narcissistic relationship myself; and I know it is incredibly difficult to realize that (in my case) 6 years of commitment was based on lies. Not just a waste of time, but it has worn me out and I am doing my best now to revalue everything that makes me me, because my personality was half the size it used to be, after the relationship. Please take good care of yourself.

  • Cat


    November 26th, 2016 at 7:42 AM

    I believe Gas lighting is a form of passive-aggression. There’s a good book called something like “living with the passive-aggressive man”. It helps to know I am not creating these crazy scenarios, but I do feel imprisoned by them. If I identify a behavior in him, *I* become the problem. I thought we were in a good place and spoke honestly about something, not out of anger, and the next day he exploded when I ate something he’d wanted and I was supposed to “know” that but I am a “B” and don’t love or respect him and that was the final straw and that and said he was leaving the family.

  • Ian F

    Ian F

    January 27th, 2018 at 12:18 PM

    Yes, but I think there are two types of gaslighters. In 2005 I went onto a committee of an association I had been involved in since 1962, to find out what was going on. I had thought they were all friends and colleagues, but on the committee they were all gaslighting. I’ve only just come across the term, but it is exactly what I was experiencing, and I turned this into a major research project. I had noticed some of the symptoms back in the 1970s, but just attributed them to these people having been to British ‘public schools’ [private residential schools]. I asked someone in the London Esperanto Club why the president looked so stressed. He became more and more enigmatic as the years passed, though I still had faith in him, and in the end even suggested that he become President of the national association. But the tom-foolery continued, and so did the membership collapse. On the committee I could see most of them were behaving as you’ve described. But some were stressed and others weren’t. Eventually I found that what they had been telling the members about losing capital contrasted starkly with my calculations on the basis of their annual accounts. They turned on me at the AGM to discredit me and cover up my findings. It was just as you’ve described. The treasurer took four years to admit that my figures were correct, but continued to gaslight. Some of them seemed quite comfortable in what they were doing, whilst others seemed to be going against their own nature. I have since looked at various organisations, mainly from the outside, and see similar symptoms. I think where there are evident signs of stress, that is a sign that perhaps they are not going according to their own nature, but are working to some goal. I noticed also that they were all yes-people; they would agree to everything from above, but be bossy to those below. I then realised that something similar had happened once in every generation since Esperanto first appeared in 1887. It seems to be how Tony Blair ran his Cabinet, too, if you read Clare Short’s book ‘An Honorable Deception. Anyone who suspects what’s going on gets called paranoid, of course. Al Jazeera broadcast four episodes of an undercover researcher in the Labour Party, called ‘The Lobby’. It’s very telling. Near the beginning of the third episode it appears there is a high-ranking ringleader, who tells them how to behave towards their targets. You’ll find it on the web. He’s actually telling his troops to behave as you’ve just described!

  • Nikki


    February 20th, 2018 at 4:51 AM

    I needed to read this.
    I have a friend who has been gaslighting me for over 5 years. Long story short, I didn’t know about any of this stuff until I dated a sociopath who told me that my mother had borderline personality disorder after she intentionally wrecked a car to keep her control over me. When I began reading about it, it didn’t quite fit the bill, but it lead me to reading about narcissistic personality disorder. My ex, as it turns out, was a narcissist as well, and I guess he didn’t think I’d figure it out, figure him out. Then, I looked back at the actions of my so-called friend, because once you see a narcissist you can’t unsee them. She has been attacking me on an emotional level for 5 years. Replacing me with other people to show me I am not needed, that’s her main one. When called out on it, before I realized she was gaslighting me, she would claim innocence, and then I felt like I was reading too much into things because of my own issues. My brother used to date her, and I remember him showing me texts she had sent him, and to anyone else he would have sounded crazy, but I understood what he meant when he said “She’s asking me a question to try and make me remember a situation where we slept together,” and I knew what he was saying even though, at that time, it didn’t have a name. But before that, when she was doing it to me, he didn’t see it. Made me feel very alone. So I’m going to talk to him today, and explain the name for what she’s doing, and I’m going to point out all the instances she’s done it to me, and the time she was doing it to him, and ask him, when she comes to you acting like this is all in my head, I need you to tell her that it’s not, that she is really doing these things. Because I don’t think she’s a bad person, I think she learned bad habits from her very narcissistic mom. The problem is this girl isn’t very smart, so I don’t know if she’s smart enough to police her own actions if indeed she’s not doing this on purpose. But if it continues, our friendship is indeed over.

  • Bub


    November 5th, 2016 at 2:00 PM

    Evil resides behind doors. That happy couple you may see that you think are great neighbors, well, it goes on and no authorities want to get involved so that’s why a woman, usually, will never recover and look back in history on how we’ve all looked the other way.

  • Not Your ***** Anymore

    Not Your ***** Anymore

    February 2nd, 2018 at 4:38 PM

    That’s a great mystery that I may never solve. My ex did all kinds of horrible psychologically manipulative **** to me, it’s hard to believe that anyone could be that amazingly abusive and have it not be calculated. My therapist wants me to believe that he’s just a “mental *****” and an “emotional *****.” Those are her actual words. She says that he’s so terrified of conflict that he needs to control everyone around him with his brooding anger, but has no idea what he’s doing. It’s hard to believe that he’s actually that dumb and was so unimaginably cruel just because he was afraid. But often, people who gaslight can be quite charming, that’s how they get close to you in the first place. Somehow my ex charms people with his inability to spell, his social awkwardness, and his self-loathing. It’s very odd. In the long run, it doesn’t matter if they’re a psychopath or just selfish emotionally stunted and incapable of feeling empathy or remorse for ruining other people’s lives, all that matters is that you don’t listen to their lies anymore. Let me save you years of therapy and thousands of dollars – you are not crazy. They are. Get them out of your life and out of your head and if you have to interact with them, know that they will never change. Trust your gut. They are sick, uninfect yourself. Still questioning why someone did what he did to me is a sign that I’m still infected with his disease, but it’s not forever. It still holds true that whatever doesn’t kill is still makes us stronger. Most importantly, don’t be ashamed. You were abused. You can tell everyone that “they didn’t mean to hurt me” and still let people know that you’re really hurting.

  • Thomas D

    Thomas D

    April 4th, 2015 at 4:29 PM

    Watch this movie…

  • Jade


    October 18th, 2016 at 8:58 PM


  • Rita


    March 25th, 2017 at 12:27 AM

    I have seen this movie. I loved it. I’m in a committed relationship now and feel I am being gaslighted. Got to make some serious changes. Thank you!

  • Bub


    June 30th, 2017 at 2:48 PM

    If you think someone is screwinhg with they are



    April 9th, 2015 at 3:39 AM

    Errie to read this when you have been a target.

  • Nicole


    April 14th, 2015 at 9:21 PM

    I broke free from my sons father a huge overt narcissist who was using all of these techniques. As soon as I got away from him, another narcissist found me when I was at my weakest and now I’ve been caught up in his secrets, lies and manipulations, false realities, false truths(even worse than before). The second time around has been worse, back to back abusers have taken a toll on me, but I am taking my power back. The second “Narc” is a covert, sneaky one and full of secrets and lies…much worse than the grandiose, overt one I encountered prior (my son’s father). These people will ruin your life and take your soul. Only option is to run very far away. I am so glad I have started to educate myself. Articles like these help lots.

  • Sandy


    June 22nd, 2017 at 3:56 AM

    Oh god I’m in the process of getting away from a covert narccist ! Sneaky lies and gaslighting which I knew nothing about until I started looking for info as my gut instinct from the beginning was there’s just something not right with this guy ..all his previous partners were nut jobs and alcoholics ? He himself doesn’t drink and hates anyone who does. He plays the victim always and has no close friends (though plenty of female one’s come and dissappear off his Facebook page) have i been involved with a narcissist ? I’ve knownever Hom 2 years on and off but never met anyone who he knows, I can’t prove it but I’m almost certain he messages other women ..I try to call him out and have a normal conversation but he just turns eveything around onto me ..he’s in the process off discarding me again so I’m bowing out for good this time though it’s hard ..this is a man of 65 and 10 years older than me but soo manipulative. .

  • Ronald


    June 22nd, 2017 at 6:49 PM

    Same story here. My wife’s 6 years older.

  • Shary


    May 6th, 2015 at 2:25 PM

    Good article. When a person recognizes gaslighting, it becomes the harmless load of horse manure that it really is. This makes the task of getting rid of the gaslighter a lot easier. Such people are not and never will be candidates for a healthy relationship.

  • Ron


    May 19th, 2015 at 12:02 PM

    I have been gas lit. I woke up one day to realize that everything I believed in was false. I didn’t know the answers to anything. I didn’t even know what questions to ask. I was lost. I walked around for a month in my grief trying to understand anything or everything. I had wasted my last 9 years of my life working and building something in a relationship that just didn’t exist. Wow am I crazy??? I had a thought about three weeks ago that confirms everything that I have read about gaslighting. It was what a man I was when I first traveled this road to her place. I wish I was that man again. I feel very uneasy when I go there now because that is where the abuse took place. I was gaslit by my wife, her three children, her sister, brother and father. I have only found this term of gaslighting 2 days ago but everything that I read answers questions that I felt but couldn’t ask

  • Ron


    June 23rd, 2015 at 8:59 AM

    It’s been a little over a month now since I wrote the article and realized what gas lighting is. I feel anger at myself for letting this happen. The knowledge of being gas light has helped tremendously. I found that it doesn’t do any good to try to communicate with the person that was gas lighting you – about gas lighting. They’ll try to gas light you about being gas light! Denial seems to be her defense. I also watch other defenses of being the perpetrator to depressed and down trodden to the victim. What a mess this is. Gas lighting isn’t working for her on me any longer

  • Jade


    October 18th, 2016 at 9:03 PM

    Yes, feeling anger with yourself for allowing it to happen is normal, especially if the abuse happened over years & even decades (26 year marriage for me). There is also the grief over all that “wasted time” especially if one spent decades married to a gaslighter & finds they’re too old to be able to start over with a new spouse and have children.

  • SC


    May 10th, 2017 at 8:16 PM

    How do you gain control once you realize this is what’s happening to you. What techniques help to extinguish the gas lighting? Is it possible to stay with the person if you destroy the behavior?

  • Jade


    May 18th, 2017 at 8:06 AM

    Sadly, you don’t “gain control” over this sort of person. It’s not possible. All you can control is your own behavior and, to a lesser degree, your own thoughts and (even less) your own feelings. That’s because this person’s whole *goal* is control! Especially over you. And “controlling your own behavior” should not be viewed as, “I will strive to change my behavior so (s)he stops and finally respects and properly loves me.” That way lies madness! That’s where I got tripped up. I knew that the only person I can change is myself. Even Jesus specifically addressed that when he said we should remove the splinter from our own eye before removing the log in another’s eye. Trouble is, if you keep trying to remove your own splinter in hopes that will make the other remove his, you’re still trying to change the other person. You’ve only changed your method, not your goal. I *highly* recommend the book _Why Does He Do That?_ by L. Bancroft to help you with all of this. It was my manual for recognizing, dealing with, and eventually leaving my gaslighter.

  • Gary


    June 22nd, 2015 at 9:50 PM

    Well, well…..

    My wife lies to me, every day, and with almost everything she says. She has no idea of the damage this causes, or if she knows, doesn’t care.

    A couple of months ago, she shoved our dog away from leaping on our daughter, but when I said it was up to our daughter to look after herself, my wife told me flat out that she had NOT touched the dog. Nothing major – just an example of my total unreliability on reality.

    Because she is my wife, I believe what she says, and I seriously have been slowly going crazy. My reality is tempered by her lying, and she cannot stop. I try to reconcile her statements with what I see, and the two are incompatible.

    Issue is – I love her when she is not lying. It is periodic, and I suppose when she is feeling good about herself it stops. I do not want to lose her – naturally the courts will believe her bullshit and I then lose my kids as well.

    What do I do?

  • Mitchell


    October 14th, 2016 at 1:32 AM

    Get out asap! Your children will learn this behavior and do the same things to you. They learn not to trust dad. Hes not safe, irresponsible, has bad jusgement etc. My kids were 14 and 9 when i got out. The younger one was not damaged as bad as the older. The older one is now 25. She wont even talk to me. Forget what you want the relationship to be. It never will. I lost 20 years. I will mever be the same from the mind games.

  • Valerie


    March 15th, 2017 at 3:45 PM

    Why do you care more about your dog than your daughter? How old is this daughter that you are expecting to protect herself from your dog? I think you have weird priorities mate. It doesn’t excuse your wife for gaslighting, but what the hell?

  • C


    April 29th, 2017 at 12:03 PM

    At first reading his comment, I was surprised by the same thing. But if you re-read it, it’s more like the dog was “jumping up” on their daughter. Like dogs do. If you’ve had or lived with dogs, you’ve experienced it. They are overly excited and haven’t unlearned bad manners (no dog schooling yet).
    If you own a dog, yes, it’s normal to stop a dog who is jumping up on a guest- as the guest isn’t used to it. For any family member that LIVES with the dog, it is their responsibility to push the dog down with a firm, “No!” when they don’t want the dog in their lap. Children are expected to do this as well, because it teaches the dog to listen to the children AND the children have the right to either allow the dog in their lap/in their face when they want it or to tell them no when they don’t. To take that responsibility away from a child is actually detrimental to the child’s learning/power dynamic and their relationship with the dog/all dogs. The exception to this is if the child is an infant.
    What should concern you is his wife’s behavior. She does have some disorder and needs mental health professionals to work with her. Because she is more dangerous to their children than anyone/anything else at the moment.

  • James N

    James N

    September 29th, 2017 at 9:24 PM

    Jesus what an insane reply Valerie. Never mind the gradual emotional trauma and long term psychological damage caused to this man AND his children, eh? Let’s focus on dog training techniques. WTAF, “mate”.
    On a more positive note, thank god I found this article.

  • Not Your ***** Anymore

    Not Your ***** Anymore

    February 2nd, 2018 at 4:49 PM

    I’ve taught both my kids to tell the dog not to jump on them. They’re doing just fine. I am, however, deeply troubled that I’ve experienced both of them lying to me for their dad’s benefit. Because their dad told them not to tell me he truth “because it would hurt mom’s feelings.” My kid can get the dog off her lap just fine, but it’s a much bigger job to undue the damage that was done to my poor kids when he taught them they were responsible for their parent’s feelings.

  • Ron


    June 23rd, 2015 at 11:22 AM


  • James


    June 25th, 2015 at 11:17 AM

    Thank you so much for this article. I just discovered this term today. I ended a relationship with an emotional terrorist just three days ago. I am thinking so much clearer already. The pretending not to understand tactic was the one he used the most on me. Basically playing dumb and making me explain every detail of every decision I made. Then questioning me further. I was so tired of explaining the same things over and over. It made me feel like I was being mean because I would tell my friends what a dumb ass he was because he couldn’t keep up with my logic and reasoning. But now I see how that person was using gaslighting as a tactic to tire me out mentally and emotionally to the point that I would submit. I had told my mom two years ago I thought I was in emotionally abusive relationship and ended it then. But I went back for more. Then ended it again in February. So I went back twice to the gaslighter. Never again. Onward and upward!

  • Jade


    October 18th, 2016 at 9:04 PM

    “Emotional terrorist” is a creative way to put it. Haven’t heard that one before.

  • Jennifer


    June 29th, 2015 at 10:47 AM

    Wow!! A friend recently told me about gaslighting. I looked it up on the internet. How scary! This happened to me years ago, and has happened to me for the last five years. I dated this guy who, when I looked at his dating history, dates newly separated women. Little did I know, but he was carrying on relationships with a few women at the same time he was engaged to me. The most horrifying thing was that these women all knew he was with me. I suppose they were all being galighted, as well. He would deny doing things or saying things that I actually witnesses. I would have temper tantrums, practically stomping my feet, saying the things DID occur. He would just sit there calmy, smiling, saying they didn’t. It took me a long time to get over him. I continued to date narcissists, even one who could not say “I love you”. Instead, he said that when he kissed me on the forehead, that meant that he was saying “I love you”. Hilarious, looking back. I just recently ended a five year relationship with yet another one. He just played dumb all the time. In the end, he would just say things that he knew were pushing my buttons. He would sit there with a smile on his face, knowing what he was doing. He seemed to say, with his smile, “Mission accomplished”. It’s frightening what people are capable of doing. Good luck, everybody. I have a long road of recovery… again.

  • Teresa


    June 30th, 2015 at 6:17 PM

    I was in a 22 year relationship with a np.The things he had done and was continuing to do to me were unfathomable. I lived with a man I never really knew. The truth was devastating. I’m still in a state of total disbelief. I have children with him so I can’t do the no contact rule.He is pure evil. People don’t believe you because it just seems impossible than anyone could be living the life they do.

  • jkm


    July 1st, 2015 at 9:42 PM

    well the thorn and resistance grows bigger doesn’t it? That’s what they don’t understand… It’s sick what some people do to others…. In the USA people are shallow it seems and treat other people as used furniture to use and when they are done throw away unless the person recognizes it and dumps them. People will drive you into debt and work evil and attempt to plunder you and profit and hurt you in every way and follow you where you go for no other reason or befriend you for no other reason…And there’s a lot of Gas lighters who can only think what’s in it for me? If there wasn’t anything to gain they’d bypass you and go to someone else to do it to. If you seem like someone who will put up with everything it makes you a target of abusive men.. If you resist and stand up for yourself and values and refuse to tolerate abuse it makes you less attractable to abuser men and sociopaths.. Have you read Dr. O’Hare sociopath next door… A lot of the abuser type charismatic abuser types are indeed dangerous sociopaths… If he’s abusive to you then apparently he is a danger to not only you but your kids too and shouldn’t be near them or you…

  • jkm


    July 1st, 2015 at 10:06 PM

    It’s love, care, consideration, manners, respect, dignity, ethics, good actions, deep meaningful relations not shallow users, good behavior and treatment not provocation not coerceration, not gas lighting not abusive treatment that shrinks the thorn people wear to protect themselves from being trampled and abused… Its people who are hurt that generate thorns to protect themselves and who hurt others even sometimes…. I cant believe how shallow and back stabbing two-faced liars, and users of people and gas lighters and ever abuse there is is practiced by people in the general population, spouses, even the so called professionals in the USA practice such actions to others…. Well I can make my own medicine and don’t need the lousy so called professional doctors for anything… The truth of the matter is people are better off without the trashy users, shallow abusers, gas lighters and every negative behaved abuser person there is , leave them for other abusers and people just like themselves…

  • Ron


    July 2nd, 2015 at 9:30 AM

    Question: do we try to fix our relationships or do we move on to create another? It seems so hard to end this relationship! Why? I know it’s not healthy for me. She can’t be honest with me. Just found that she’s carrying 2 personal phones and has been for months. She’s living a double life?? What happened to honesty? How can I have trust?

  • Ron


    August 29th, 2015 at 12:53 PM

    Update to the gas lighting:
    I am still in the relationship. I have gained confidence back in myself and my beliefs. I have figured out that I don’t have trust issues because I willfully admit I have no trust. The only thing I trust is what comes from the little voice inside. It is my lie detector and my drama separator. I feel that I now look at things and situations from a position outside of what is going on. My beliefs and involvement come from a decision I make and not from a situation I was coursed into by duress of the outcome. Life isn’t great but I feel like I’m studying and learning from the situation as time goes on. She still lies, attempts to deceive, and manipulate. I don’t think she knows that these flaws are being intentionally disregarded and ignored. I have been working on fixing me now for about eleven months

  • Christina


    December 12th, 2015 at 3:14 PM

    Ron,I am in a similiar situation. I am just now learning about narcissist behavior and gaslighting. All the techniques used, I can relate to. I am understanding my wife more. My heart wants me to work through it. My head tells me I deserve better. Thank you for your share.

  • caro


    August 28th, 2015 at 8:39 PM

    I had never heard of the term before. Even though i am reading this in an emotional state, just knowing there is a term for it makes me feel less crazy.

    The man I have been dating for 4 years has lied so often it feels like it was my fault for letting it happen. Yes i love his personality when we are on good terms. But after the first lies, every time i suspected something and called him out, he would make me feel crazy for even thinking it. He would tell me i was reading into little things too much and basically made me doubt all my instincts and feelings. Ive always been emotional but with him i would overreact, have outbursts, yell and break down constantly and felt like i was going insane.

    Reading this article i realize gaslighting has left me with no sense of self and a distorted view or our reality. Im hoping to cut ties for good. I will no longer try to fix him and our relationship. Hopefully i can regain some confidence and self-worth.

  • Maria


    October 20th, 2015 at 9:17 PM

    I was in an abusive relationship for years with gaslighting. There was physical abuse as well but the emotional manipulation attached to it was devastating. At times I actually felt like it was my fault. He would leave bruises on me and ask me “how did that happen?” He would constantly play the victim, and ask me how could I force him to treat me that way. So evil. I’m just grateful I survived.

  • Jess


    June 28th, 2016 at 12:48 AM

    Wow just discovered gas lighti g tonight. I married a man had a child with him and took all the abuse for two years. Thank God I followed my gut looked at his phone and found the truth he lied and was so hateful and hurtful all I ever did was love him I gave him my all. Now I’m crazy I need help. How could someone that says they love you destroy you so easily as if they were doing you a favor. Yes he hit me and tell me he didn’t remember doing it . He choked me a few times still doesn’t own up to it but I couldn’t talk for a week and touch my neck oh no it really hurt. The physical pain did heal the emotional I hope it does. How can people be so down right evil and hateful I just don’t understand.

  • Darcy


    December 4th, 2015 at 2:58 AM

    Oh wow! wow. I am only wondering why haven’t I heard of this term before. My first love, or so to say, did that. but I had no idea. not until now. that there was a term for it. And he left. Leaving me behind, thinking that it was all my fault. He has control issues, his way or the highway. And it kinda seemed harmless at first, but Im not sure if I am feeding it by going with it. But 2 years after leaving, 2 years that took everything in me to move on, he comes back. Stronger than what I was for sure, but I am not sure what to do. He is on to those techniques again, and I have moved on. But I don’t know what to do.

  • Sandy


    June 22nd, 2017 at 5:38 AM

    Run for the hills darcy and don’t look back hun !!

  • Diane L

    Diane L

    December 13th, 2015 at 8:53 AM

    I have to know how to not react to the husband and son that do this to me. I didn’t know that they were I just know I have been going so deep inside myself that I do not even feel anymore. I am numb and my eyes do not shine. What’s the anecdote against loved ones that GASLIGHT

  • Jess


    June 28th, 2016 at 12:58 AM

    How does one not react to a gaslighter it’s hard when you have a child together

  • Ronald


    June 22nd, 2017 at 6:45 PM

    The antidote is gray rock. Emotionally you have to become gray rock emotionally. Look it up. It works.

  • Beverly


    January 9th, 2016 at 2:11 PM

    I am a current victim of Gaslighting
    And now that we are getting divorced he continues even though he’s the one to move on
    He still controls time, by manipulating and having me arrange conference call this morning and he won’t take the calls
    So fed up !!

  • Ron


    February 27th, 2016 at 8:25 PM

    I’ve gotten my wife in a twelve step program. It’s been very interesting! Honesty was non existant. Open mindedness her version. Willingness when it suited her. I sat back patiently waiting and watching. She was involved for about 13 months when a new comer approached her for help and she realized that she really didn’t have anything to give. That was the beginning of her working the program. Up to this point she walked around with her self richeous omniputant attitude. Feb 16 I separated from her and moved out. The rest is yet to come. I don’t know what the outcome will be. She’s sounding different now but that may be another con.

  • Shauna W

    Shauna W

    July 5th, 2016 at 11:45 PM

    I am lost. I was involved for 2 years. The unthinkable occured , now 6 months out. I am so confused. I was so intertwined in all of it that I feel I have no reality. Nothing that I feel seems legit. It’s scary and is affecting me daily. No self esteem no confidence. But worse I just feel like a my brain is mush. A once bright, highly intelligent , kind, loving, creative , funny mother is now feeling so awful about myself I have become reclusive. I feel unworthy and afraid. I have such self doubt I can’t even fathom “selling myself” at a job interview, or being the on top of things type of mom I should be. Questioning every move I make is exhausting and I’m losing hope that I will ever be myself again.

  • Jessie F

    Jessie F

    July 6th, 2016 at 9:31 AM

    I am in your same exact position. You must overcome this as I am trying. Do not let this person have control of you anymore you made it through a very tough situation, now for your kids and yourself you must be strong your better than that by being a recluse your still giving him or them power to control your life. Snap out of it you can do it.

  • Jessie F

    Jessie F

    July 6th, 2016 at 9:37 AM

    I have been made homeless with a child no income, no self worth and he still demands more from me on a daily basis he belittles me. If we didn’t have a baby together I could disappear from him for good but that’s not fair to my child or his family to take the baby away. I just pray it’s ends soon.

  • Lynette


    September 28th, 2016 at 9:10 PM

    I am in exact same boat. Just come out of a relationship with a narcissist and I feel like lost all control of my life. He is constantly on my mind going over every last detail trying to fathom why he did and said every little thing. He has just discarded me like I was nothing not a care in the world just moved on like I never existed. We were just engaged and had matching tattoos. . He 4efus3d point blank to take any blame just said everything was mile fault. Projected everything into me and twisted everything I feel emotionally broken and have no clue how to get him out of my head. On our last split it took 4 years of upset to finally get him out of my system slowly then he appeared back and I believed he had changed. I have withdrawn from everyone and just go off in my caravan alone. I find no joy in anything it just occupies my mind 24/7

  • toi


    April 2nd, 2016 at 10:06 AM

    This site is such an eye opener. I have been with a gaslight for 5 years now. We have known each other for 25 years as friends. He was there for me thru my first gas light relationship with my kids father of 15 years. I began to confide in him as a friend 3 years after after my breakup only to be told he had been attracted to me during our friendship of 25 years which I believe was a con now that I am familiar with gas lighting. We seemed to be so in love the first 2 years. I often thanked him for being the special man he was to me. Then gradually things began to take place such as him putting me down after I expressed to him my insecurity of my weight gain from a preexisting hormonal condition I developed along with depression from my prior relationship. He started out making passive jokes that he claimed not to see the insult in them. Following that was jabs at me being emotionally unstable and insecure from things that had nothing to do with him to the point he began to criticize me for not being woman enough when I know in my heart I have ALWAYS been good to the men I have been with until I began to be not good enough for him. He even started to tell me that other women looked better than me and that I needed to be a better woman because after dealing with so many he was able to recognize that I was not of much value.he wold then come back later and say I took his words the wrong way and called me petty.we started arguing all the time to the point I developed so much hate in my heart for him for making me feel so low and insecure.yet I still loved him and wanted to work it out somehow. How is that even possible to want? 3 days ago we had our last argument that was so HUGE to the point that I told him he should die instead of his mother almost coming close to dying in an accident that she had. He then called me a fat as b**** after accusing me of saying his mother should hve died when nothing like that was ever stated at all. I happen to love his mother dearly. I feel as though he used that argument to say what he has been feeling for years. Im not an extremely overweight lady.i am just a lot bigger than what i used to be and it has caused me to be insecure for so long behind it. I told him there was no coming back from what he said and i would nvr speak to him again but i love him so much which I know is sick and twisted. Even though I love him I don’t want to continue being told I am causing him to mistreat me because I know I can do better.i just need advice on how to overcome the damage I have developed from being gaslight for so long in two relationships back to back. I hve started to believe a lot of things they told me when I know it’s not right to believe that I’m less of a woman,petty,emotionally unstable,a nagger,evil, dumb,stupid, and slow. Please help if anyone understands what I am going through.i hve always been so happy, strong, and in control but now it seems I have really lost myself. I don’t know what to do or how to feel. Today was the first time I learned at gaslight in and I am so grateful I found this blog.

  • Jess


    June 28th, 2016 at 12:54 AM

    I’m exactly as you are I do need help from him. I am crazy because he wants it that way he worked hard to make me this way

  • Shauna W

    Shauna W

    July 5th, 2016 at 11:48 PM

    I got out but I am lost without him. Made me rely on him endlessly so he could feel needed. Be prepared for complete chaos.

  • Lovelymom


    April 3rd, 2016 at 9:49 AM

    Reading this article and the comments afterward have left me feeling so many things, the most powerful is the desire to be able to reach through the computer and give each of u a hug. Since I can’t do that, I will instead briefly share my story/background, and then share what I hope will be some good advice that may help some of you. (just to avoid any misconseptions, I am not a therapist or any type of counselor, just a fellow human who has lived through this and come out on the other end a happier and mentally healthier individual). I was raised by my mom and adoptive step father (or dad as I will refer to him to save caracters). My parents were both physically and mentally abusive, dad preferred the physical and mom was extremely gifted at the mental abuse. She used the gaslighting technique so skillfully that I grew up thinking I was crazy. Just as example of how good she was, between me, teachers at school and others, there were 42 times that children’s services investigated my dad for abuse, and every time my mother worked her magic to make me and my younger sister convince the case workers that I was the problem, that I had mental health issues, and the only thing that came out of those investigations was that I was sent to therapy. Once I turned 18 and got away from them I immediately moved in with boyfriend, got married and had kids. For the u years I was with him, he did the same thing. He was also extremely gifted at it, and even convinced me at one point that I was bi curious, all in an effort to try to have a 3some! My divorce was messy and long, but was finally ended after a 4 year battle over the kids. It has been almost 15 years since then, and I am happily married, my kids are all adults and very happy, stable, and have their heads screwed on straight. So, here is my advice…. RUN! Get away from them as fast as you can. The only exception is if you are married with kids. If so, you need to pretend that they are still controling you, but only for as long as you need to gather you evidence. Hide video carmeras and catch it on film. Do whatever you can to document their treatment of you, and then RUN! Once you are away from them, the only way to heal fully and learn how to avoid these types of people in the future is to get into therapy with a good counselor. And the last piece of advice I can give is to allow yourself, or even require yourself to be relationship free for a good chunk of time while you are doing your healing. Trust me, this will be the best thing you can do for yourself. And you deserve to put yourself first, learn to trust yourself again, and learn that you are just right, you are not too much and you are enough, and don’t ever let anyone ever make you feel like you are too much or not enough ever again!

  • ANC


    January 21st, 2017 at 12:27 AM

    Enjoyed ur story LOVELYMOM. May we all, reach our happy place.

  • Sally


    January 27th, 2017 at 3:44 AM

    Thank you. This realy helps me.

  • Flea


    April 22nd, 2016 at 1:49 PM

    Ive never felt compelled to pour my heart out online before… I dont even do facebook.
    I am five days out of a relationship with what I strongly suspect to be a NPD’er, who gaslighted me… He dumped me… in the street, literally.. that’s where he did it, (minutes after he dumped me in the street, he emailed my sister who he has never met (living 9000 miles away) to advise her that she should reach out to me to support me through it) Not normal, right? we live together, and in the last days has “informed” me of where I will be living, with who and that we will be friends eventually… he has notified me that the break-up is “all my fault as my insecurities have exhausted him” and that I “will never be happy” as I require “so much therapy”. I have disputed these things, told him that I have no desire to see him ever again after he leaves (the date of which he has determined – and stretches out over a month away) – but it doesnt matter, he wont hear it because I am just so “reactionary” right now, “I will see that hes right” .
    so… right then – we will see wont we, this man has underestimated me. I will look him in the face, I will be respectful and kind and I will dance (to Beyonce) the day he is gone. Six days ago I truly believed I wanted to marry him, in the last five days this man has been dismissive, cruel and unrecognizable, while (he believes this is secret) scheduling/prepping his next Narcisstic Supply.
    Advice? I wrote myself a list, just to settle things in my head… was he right? were the things I brought to his attention so very innocuous, that for him to have to “deal” with them was so ridiculous… I wrote this list, and made it as objective as I could, sighted facts not feelings. I re-read the list. I did not bring these things to his attention because of my broken-ness, these things… would have been a problem for anyone. Also, all these things were real – and all had plagued us for 90% of our relationship, there were no efforts to resolve them (they included lacking intimacy, time together, honesty) for over a year and a half (so very grateful not longer) he made me feel that my baggage was his burden, and that to discuss these “issues” at all, was to indulge me – because he loved me.
    and no more, I stopped talking to my friends out of a perverse sense of loyalty to him, reconnecting with them on this has helped, the details have horrified them, even HIS friends are disturbed & confused by his behavior and treatment of me.
    My sister responded to him, to ask of motivations for the dumping – he responded, my sister advised him “the person you describe, is not my sister, My sister is loving and patient and strong and would not create drama in this way, I appreciate that this is your truth, but this is not the truth”.
    friends and family are important, do not be afraid to be honest and use them as your compass, when you arent sure who you are anymore, they will remind you. this is going to hurt, but I am loving and patient and strong. I will get me back, and I will be awesome.
    also… Gloria Gaynor is a goddess.

  • Flea


    April 29th, 2016 at 10:40 AM

    Hey, Just an update (see entry above) here… he still is in the house – and will be for another month “argh!”
    I have more advice. Write down notes to yourself, ask yourself questions… peel out facts from feelings. Ive been very unproductive at work, but have been busy writing notes and emails (to me). It has helped in two ways. 1. Reduces bewilderment, at the past – “was it ever real?, at the break-up – “where did that come from what did I do?” , at the actions since – “why is he so angry?, how can someone turn so 180 like that?”.
    Turns out all the answers to those questions suck, but writing the questions, and admitting the answers… means I get to move on to the next thing… which brings me to 2. Demonstrating progress! A week ago, the entry above was where I was, and although I have had my moments bawling my eyes out in the dark asking myself why Im not good enough… I have moved through it… A LOT more and quicker than I could have ever predicted. The truth is ugly. Super ugly. But the veil has been lifted. This man did not treat me well, and is textbook narcissist. It wasn’t real, I didn’t do anything wrong, and he didn’t suddenly get angry… and the suckiest answer of all was… No, I was not enough for him – but its not because Im deficient in some way… Its because he needs so much, and had I actually had a spine, I would have asked myself the following question: Am I ok with not being enough in his eyes? Answer being… no, which is when I should have left… but no… I asked myself that question, then got busy trying to be more.
    Shame on me.
    But, that’s ok… I know now.
    I have been grieving my illusion, and the grief is lessening each day, My illusion is the love-bombing guy, that wonderful intoxicating guy that could sweep me up in a moment, and hold me so tight… was a mask. That wasn’t the relationship, that was the bait. I got stuck on the hook… which was a never-ending series of mind-screwing, disappointing, degrading moments where I quite literally could plot point my self-esteem disintegrating.
    I didn’t “ruin” nights with my neediness, … I “ruined” nights when he acted inappropriately and I didn’t just go along with it.
    I wasn’t jealous and insecure,… I suspected he was talking to other women inappropriately… because, we was talking to other women inappropriately!
    His current actions are also helping, I also strongly recommend snooping in their stuff, it really helped, I found out my suspicions held during the relationship, were warranted, that he is begun his smear campaign and that he has well and truly moved on. So this makes his feeble attempts at engaging me, almost entertaining due to their solely manipulative agenda (texts “I miss cuddling”, texts “at least you have people to distract you from the sadness” “it appears you can now totally exist without me now” “I can’t believe how much of a **** you are… etc etc etc”) these are not his feelings. These are his tactics to see whether I still give a… poop.
    Short answer: Nope. I fell for the other guy, I have no idea who this guy is.
    I am determined that this man will not get to describe me as anything but respectful and kind (he will trash me anyway) but I am calm, I see him now and he knows it. His “anger” (his words) has escalate to rage and venom. So my responses have escalated too… I am now the mother of a toddler in the supermarket, the hippie type mother that is letting her toddler express himself with a sweet and patient look on my face.
    12 days ago he dumped me, 5 days ago he quit his job (had it just over a month) his other narc supply is traveling and unavailable to provide her daily pep talk about how he can do better than me, he is running out of money (that was my function) with moving out of the house pending… and the previous narc supply (me) with what he believed to be an inexhaustible provision of empathy has turned some sort of magical corner and has stopped apologizing and appears to be fine… (could it be “happy?, no surely not!) without him.
    I mean, it is kinda amusing.
    Last night I got home after drinks with friends, was alone… and put on the stereo and danced.
    Knowing all of this, it was potentially a bad idea to ask him for my $400 that he’d “set aside” for a shared purchase (why thank you, but it was fine there in my drawer… you didn’t need to go out of your way to set up a savings account and deposit it for me… one day, without asking or telling me – you are SO KIND {read as: you are a thief, and thought you would never get found out cause your target was either stupid or too in love with you to ask or wouldn’t want to embarrass you by asking for it back… which were all true.. up until 12 days ago) .
    Sad part is, at the time I thought. “He just took my money.. without asking, ahh, its ok – we are a team.”

    Anyway, as you can see I find writing therapeutic. I advise all to give it a go. But My real message is… Once you really see your Narc, – not the mask…but you see them, and feel all that betrayal, its ok – you’re not dumb or stupid… you are trusting – which is why the Narc chose you. and once you really see him, you know that this wasn’t a good relationship… so then you figure out you are probably going to be ok, and it happens a lot faster than you’d think.

    I’ve read a lot of stupid quote pages recently. The best revenge is success (…at being a kind respectful person that he is so mad at but he can’t deal with or complain about because his reasoning is non-existent / doesnt make sense)

  • Flea


    April 29th, 2016 at 12:00 PM

    You know what the super stupid part is? Ive just finished re-reading his text this morning, which was a five-part series of ALL CAPs tirade about how asking for the money is causing him problems and if I fill the house with “clutter’ (I bought furniture to replace what he will be taking at the end of May) in the common places, and I know that he hates that, and its just selfish… then the next text was… ahem – let me write this verbatim “whatever happens later. [my cats name] will need to stay at the house until August”.
    I respond with “ok” …because its not like that was phrased as a question.
    Any way.. back to the stupid part. – i think he needs a hug, I actually feel sorry for him.

  • Flea


    May 11th, 2016 at 11:46 AM

    Ok, so full disclosure… (I think that others may be in the same boat here) I looked up Narcissism once… about six months ago, I cant remember what led me to do it (he was being horrible in some way – pretty sure it was over a alternative supply getting a ridiculous amount of attention – while he simultaneously told me he that
    1. I was being jealous and juvenile for no reason and
    2. we hadn’t had “chemistry for nine months because of my continuous poor attitude… this was all said as he walked out the door to have dinner with said alternative supply and I was strictly not invited – because Id “ruin it” ) ,
    ANYWAY… I don’t remember what I typed into ‘the google’ to get a “Narcissist” type result to pop up, but I remember reading it… and identifying with it, BUT I didn’t go beyond the initial site – not because it wasn’t relevant or validating in some way… it was… I stopped reading because I was searching for validation of my feelings… but I didn’t want the reality check – I wanted to be wrong, and I wanted to continue, unimpeded in my subscription to his “love” and our “future”. I was SO not ready to give up on that yet.
    So, Sometimes… when I suspect that I am guilty of being that bitter, recently dumped, bewildered ex girlfriend that is looking for reasons for the break-up… and have blindly, frantically reached around in the dark, found “Narcisstic Personality Disorder” and have contorted my memories and experiences so that they fit, all to aide my own convincing that I am not as at fault in the break-up as he has been so willing to assign to me…. But then I remember… nope, you knew… you silly cow. You knew and you didn’t want to believe it. See, that’s the thing – I bet there’s a lot of us out there like that, I have a favorite Movie, its Amelie (french subtitled, but hilarious – well worth the effort) anyway – at one point our beautiful Amelie – imagines why ‘he’ hasn’t noticed her, and the voice-over tells us “the last thing Amelie was interested in was a Reality Check”.
    Its true – us Romantics, we get so deep in our ideals, we craft our lives for what we WANT, we busy ourselves creating the connections with others that we WANT, we trick ourselves, avoid harsh realities, ignore red flags and believe in the dream.
    Which makes us perfect target for a Narcissist.
    I plan not to be so silly again, to be more cautious, and to value my needs higher, and be honest (with myself mostly) about when they aren’t being met…. But I refuse to stop being a Romantic. one day, maybe that’s the thing that a guy is going to love most about me… and not because it makes me foolish and easily manipulated… but because he believes in the “us” that we created as much as I do.
    Wouldn’t that be great?

  • Shauna W

    Shauna W

    December 28th, 2016 at 11:46 AM

    You are a wonderful writer. I hope that you have washed your hands of this mess and moved on. Bless you on your path. You seem to be very intelligent and know right from wrong. To do what’s right and make yourself happy again. Deep down inside you are the whole person that you were before the abuse. Yes it is abuse. Sending love and good thoughts

  • Flea


    May 11th, 2016 at 12:19 PM

    I’ve also adopted the process of taking screenshots of his texts and sending them to a friend. In case I go “missing” one day :) … my favorite recent one was where I said…(he “threatened to leave the house we are sharing earlier than scheduled… which didn’t garner the results he was anticipating)
    “I’m sorry about that, but I respect your decision – living together through/after the break-up is super hard”
    his response was
    “F#^% you”.
    yup, sure… I’m the cra-aa-aaazy one.
    (he reevaluated the next day to advise that “not only would he continue to stay till the end of the month.. but that he also intended to make my life a misery, and that if I thought he’d been a #$%^ before, then to just wait and see what he was capable of” … then three days later he texted to tell me about his work day and how he made a big sale and it was going really well)
    he’s like a magic 8 ball – except instead of answers to questions or fortune telling that aren’t helpful to anyone, he is a sporadic, revolving series of unpredictable moods and emotions that aren’t helpful to anyone.
    I bought him a $60 bottle of champagne for his big sale, which he didnt thank me for… and Im pretty sure will make a point to drink it with someone else – in a way that is very visible / hurtful to me… essentially its my warped version of that ‘every time a bell rings… an angel gets their wings’… mine is – ‘every time you are an absolute #$%^, I get over you just a little bit more :)’ so… I shall continue with these “set ups”… its really working, also has the added bonus that he can kid himself that I am still a viable supply in the future (I’m not… (this little piggy is all used up) but while he is still in the house I am pretending that that is going to happen so the threats and general tantrums stop)

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  • Brandy


    July 17th, 2016 at 4:49 PM

    Not only did I become a victim of gaslighting when boyfriend from 17 and husband of 21 years decided to leave me for his most recent mistress, my gaslighting involved our religious beliefs of divorce/”remarry” outside of adultery. So husband created entire made up entire version of MY unfaithfulness to HIM, and had my ENTIRE church congregation of 43 years turn their backs on ME. Then he turned to my 3 babies against me, with whom I’m the custodial parent; yet, former husband hasn’t returned to me in 10 1/2 months. They hate me now, b/c LIES of narcissistic husband’s gaslighting, emotional and physical abuse. I know I have to take him to court for child custody, but how will a judge believe me when my preacher and CHILDREN don’t believe me?!! I am lost without any hope in sight. **Must mention: husband is gregarious stock broker know through out area, and I’m shy, stay at home mom for 17. I mention that I’m attractive and was for 42 of 43 years very wealthy (from father to husband) ONLY b/c I’ve caught and COMPLETELY REPUDIATED several married men’s eyes, only to face the wives scorn for ME! And wealthy to show I was tossed from our $2 million home to 1,700 sq ft house. So why should my precious babies want to me with me? sign..he wins everything.

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    February 3rd, 2017 at 8:31 AM

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  • C


    April 29th, 2017 at 12:26 PM

    I agree with Good Therapy’s response to you when they say to get involved with a counselor!! That person will help you see through the lies so you don’t stay stuck in your position! Just don’t tell ANYONE you are seeing a counselor. That information could be used against you by this manipulator you are married to.
    As for why this manipulator turned your church against you- it’s because manipulators/gaslighters will always invoke morality/ethics. If you have a belief system, they will learn that belief system to use against you. If you do not have a belief system (atheist/agnostic), they will use traditional “ethics” or morals to use against you or others. Such as the woman poster who said her mother turned the police investigations away by claiming her daughter (the poster) was mentally unstable and causing the problems in their family (see, a moral tactic).
    Sadly, most humans fall for these tactics BECAUSE they have morals/ethics and the manipulator does NOT.

  • Rpat


    March 25th, 2017 at 12:46 AM

    I can’t figure out what relationship I am in. Please someone help me and if this is gaslighting. I have been going with my boyfriend for 3 years in a committed relationship. He hides me from his family and they don’t even know I exist. He lashes out at me when I have done nothing wrong-example: We were watching a rerun of the Superbowl football game and I was so very tired but tried to be alert for him and enjoy the night after a horrible tiring day and I kept dosing off to sleep. He kept telling me I was falling asleep. I just told him I was resting my eyes during the boring times. After the 3rd dosing off he said, “You are falling asleep,” I said I have had a very strenuous day and I am tired. He lit into me and called me a lair because I should have told him I was tired. He got up and left and I have not heard from him going on 2 days now. He has done this and given me the silent treatment for days and then eventually calls and acts like nothing has happened. What sort of mental abuse is this? He has jumped all over me for about 6 times in our relationship. All the stress of walking on egg shells has given me many health issues. Please help for I do love this man but not comfortable with him anymore. I am age 70 and don’t need this. Thanks, RPat

  • Ms. Overcomer

    Ms. Overcomer

    April 21st, 2017 at 4:06 PM

    I experienced gas-lighting. My requests for respectful actions and expressions of hurt were ignored or met with ANGER or minimalizing words. Dirty looks were common. He was never happy, even before we dated. He always said I would stop liking him and leave him to manipulate me for reassurance. The last day I was with him he played around and scared me, I told him I was uncomfortable so he overcompensated and went extra slow. A minute later he asked for the 100th time: “do you trust me?”. I finally got to the point where I could’t cross one more threshhold of pain. Turned around, looked him in the eye and said “No.” It’s been 3 weeks amd I almost texted him today after some triggers. My stomach immediately knotted up so intensely I had to lay down. Thankfully I googled stuff on abusive relationships and got my clarity back. Writing this article reminded me of how disrespectful he was of me and my daughter. He would tickle me all the time and put me down for being ticklish. He would read my phone if I went out of the room. He read any poece of paper laying around. Once jenlifted up my arm to “examine” me when I had a painful rash. He has “examined” my teeth and gums and said he no longer wanted to kiss me because my mouth was too dry.

  • Pama


    July 14th, 2017 at 6:32 PM

    I just got out of 2 and a half year relationship a gaslighter. I am counseling now. My therapist told me that is what I was going through. It was horrible. I now have to rebuild myself. I am broken from the inside out. Anyone who ever goes through this kind of abuse I plead with you get counseling. I cried so hard my first session. But at least I know I am not crazy.

  • Patricia


    July 15th, 2017 at 6:38 PM

    Pama I just got out of a 3 yr relationship with a mental abuser and I am sure he was a gaslighter. He would put thoughts into my head belittling me and trying to make me feel incompetent and stupid. I think he may be a Sociopath. I cried for 3 days and still have not been able to eat good. He won’t stop emailing and trying to smooth talk me back into the now x relationship. I have a best Girfriend that is helping with this and to not take him back which I did 4 times. She sent me this wonderful article and it mentions gaslighting in there. I know you can rebuild your confidence back up! Know that you are a beautiful, magical human being on this planet and you deserve to be happy! :)

  • Darren


    July 21st, 2017 at 2:04 AM

    I have been reading for a while now about this kind of abuse and never ever thought my wife would, or ever Could gaslight me. I don’t for a second think or want to believe that she is doing this intentionally but can someone please clear this up for me.
    Recently my wife has been doing a lot of self realization from her past and stumbled across the myers briggs 16 personality types. She has self determined that she is an INFJ personality type. This type from some of my own you tube video watching and reading have in a very basic explanation just so happen to be the most misunderstood type, the kicker is that they also in order to true to them selves are never wrong and feel hurt if questioned. Like I said very basic explanation and I apologize if I have offended anyone that reads this.
    I myself love to learn about new things and like I said did some of my own very basic research on myself. and came to a conclusion that I really don’t want to have a complete final conclusion I do like to hold true to myself an element of mystery. My wife being completely tunnel visioned on this thing has taken apon herself to figure out what type I am and insists I let her drive a test, that tests the tests, in order to determine between 2 types she thinks I am. I told her “I’m really not comfortable letting her do the test on me and that I would rather figure this thing out myself and in my own time. And that is where the shit hits the fan!
    And out rears this! “I am INFJ you need to just trust that I know what is right for you without question because to question my introverted intuition is extremely hurtful to INFJ, and besides Its just a silly test, and knowing your natural true to yourself truth, I can be the best wife I can be for you, why wouldn’t you want that? Also you know me and my love of knowledge, And you know Its just going to bug me! and YOU ARE DOING THIS ON PURPOSE! and I have put up with your abuse for long enough Darren your an evil manipulative cunt! you are crazy”
    I step in and reply ” HEY Dont call me crazy!”
    she responds with I never called you crazy Darren but your behavior is crazy and theirs a big difference between crazy and behaving crazy”
    “Ok so are you telling me I have no right to to say no to being profiled buy you and that makes me to be behaving crazy??”
    then boom subject change Or just SHUT UP that’s breaking my boundreys I’m not comfortable here your abusing me! Get out! get out! I’m calling the police! you and I are over you selfish cunt in the morning you have no wife. I want a devorse! Its over! you abusive mind games headfuck I am done!”
    So fourth and so on. I get angry and spill my anger guts and never hit her bus tell her if she wants to go then go. Im not holding you back.
    oh and yes I have recording of this.

  • sarah


    October 6th, 2017 at 8:32 PM

    When someone looks you dead in the face, like straight into your eyes and tells you the sky is red, and you feel very self restrained from actually defending yourself by saying “no, its actually blue”. its time to start mentally leaving and planning on physically removing yourself what ever the costs. It really is usually someone whos all about money, and is a domestic violence victom and their past experiences with people led them to act this way. get out while you can. Today i was told putting water in a shared name vehicles baterry would fix a dead battery issue with a car, and it was to stop me from leaving the house. ive been bullshi**ed left and right for no reason other than keep a financial hostage, and im done. i have other supports and i have future plans to just get in the car now and drive cross country where i want to live, not her.

  • Jeremy


    October 21st, 2017 at 2:54 PM

    I need to undo the gaslighting symptoms. I lived at my father’s and noticed obvious psychological problems developing that I did not have before. Physical displeasure. Leading to different accounts of my own life like someone else telling me whats happening. Regardless if he is around or not. How do I get my own perception back? This mind game is torture. Please someone give me tips to make it stop. I need my own values and morAls back to rebuild my life.

  • The Team

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    October 21st, 2017 at 7:04 PM

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  • Ron


    October 21st, 2017 at 8:08 PM

    I realized this in 2014. I was flooded with confusion because nothing I knew was true as my base knowledge. Upon realizing this, I lost trust for everyone. Basically, I had to get a grasp and understand what had happened and done to me. I can only move forward when I understand where I’m at in the moment. This I learned. My brain got rewired. I searched and became knowledgeable about the cluster b which includes narcissism, borderline personality disorder, histrionic, and I think bipolar. These were the ones I looked at. Narcissism was what I settled on. There are a lot of you tube videos which helped me to understand what I was dealing with. So my answer is education and knowledge then I have tools to deal with what’s taking place and inventory what has taken place in the past.

  • Jade


    December 17th, 2017 at 7:56 PM

    Ron: Re. “my brain got rewired” Yes, that’s a creative way to put it. Gaslighting seems to have some overlap with brainwashing. I’d like to see what the OP might say about gaslighting vs. brainwashing.

  • Tilly


    December 17th, 2017 at 3:54 PM

    Thank you so much for posting this article!
    I had heard of this behavior in the past but never would I have associated myself with it! Sadly and pretty shockingly I believe it is happening to me! Even though I’m writing this I find myself denying it!
    I just wish I new how to deal with it
    I could write a book with the number of things which have happened!
    Gratefully Tilly

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