{"id":7281,"date":"2010-10-18T09:33:21","date_gmt":"2010-10-18T16:33:21","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.goodtherapy.org\/blog\/?p=7281"},"modified":"2013-10-19T05:36:42","modified_gmt":"2013-10-19T12:36:42","slug":"constructive-wallowing-self-esteem-depression-psychology","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.goodtherapy.org\/blog\/part-II-constructive-wallowing-and-self-esteem","title":{"rendered":"Part II: Constructive Wallowing and Self-Esteem"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignleft size-full wp-image-17080\" alt=\"Woman sitting against wall holding head\" src=\"https:\/\/www.goodtherapy.org\/blog\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2010\/10\/woman-sitting-holding-head.jpg\" width=\"300\" height=\"195\" title=\"\">Last month we looked at why it\u2019s important to let ourselves \u201cwallow\u201d in our feelings; it helps us know ourselves better and get over difficult patches faster. It also helps us to reintegrate the parts of us that had to be cut off in order not to hurt so much. Once we\u2019re whole, we can enjoy the <a href=\"https:\/\/www.goodtherapy.org\/learn-about-therapy\/issues\/self-esteem\">self-esteem<\/a> that comes from knowing and respecting ourselves.<\/p>\n<p>As a therapist, I often hear variations on the following from clients: \u201cI\u2019m sick to death of wallowing in my feelings. How do I let this go and move forward?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Have you ever had a similar thought? Has it ever seemed to you that if you could just handle your emotions better, you wouldn\u2019t feel so bad?<\/p>\n<p>Do you sometimes consciously let yourself wallow, only to find you just feel worse? If so, you may not be wallowing constructively. Truly constructive wallowing always leads to relief.<\/p>\n<p>The hardest part of wallowing is the part after the initial \u201cw\u201d: the <em>allowing<\/em>.<\/p>\n<p>When you say you\u2019re \u201cwallowing,\u201d are you allowing yourself to truly and simply just have your feelings? Are you avoiding <a href=\"https:\/\/www.goodtherapy.org\/learn-about-therapy\/issues\/self-criticism\">self-criticism<\/a> \u2013 avoiding kicking yourself when you\u2019re already down?<\/p>\n<p>Here are some behaviors that torpedo the healing power of wallowing:<\/p>\n<ul>\n<li>You set a timer, either literally or in your head, after which you think you should be done.<\/li>\n<li>You dislike yourself while doing it.<\/li>\n<li>You ruminate, turning thoughts about the problem over and over in your mind, instead of simply feeling.<\/li>\n<li>You try to figure out whether your feelings are justified.<\/li>\n<li>You act out your pain through destructive behaviors that only leave you feeling worse.<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<p>If you are wallowing constructively, you will feel better afterward. When your unedited, no-need-for-justification feelings are allowed to be inside you without interference, they will move through you smoothly of their own accord.<\/p>\n<p>What a lot of people call wallowing is really either distraction or rumination.<\/p>\n<p>Distraction comes in the form of using substances like food or alcohol or drugs, or performing obsessive behaviors like exercising or worrying, having sex, shopping, <a href=\"https:\/\/www.goodtherapy.org\/blog\/psychpedia\/cutting\">cutting<\/a>, reading, or even doing housework instead of sitting with your feelings and tolerating them.<\/p>\n<p>Whenever we \u201cdo\u201d instead of \u201cbe,\u201d we run the risk of shutting the door on feelings that need us to listen to them. Sitting with, and witnessing feelings is the only constructive way to wallow.<\/p>\n<p>Rumination is a kind of repetitive thinking. Instead of having our feelings about something, we think about the situation, the other person or people involved, what happened or didn\u2019t happen, etc. in an effort to make sense of, or talk ourselves out of our feelings \u2013 instead of just having them.<\/p>\n<p>We turn the situation over and over again in our minds, concocting plans designed to shield us from further harm; the problem is, we haven\u2019t acknowledge the actual harm done so far.<\/p>\n<p><strong>True wallowing, which is constructive and healing, is what\u2019s left after we remove all distractions and all obsessive behaviors, and all rumination in our minds. There is nothing left but to feel our feelings in our hearts. To tolerate them patiently. And to do so with compassion for ourselves, rather than judgment.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>If you have a big backlog of uncomfortable feelings to feel, it will take longer for them to dissipate. Have patience with yourself during this process. You may experience waves of uncomfortable feelings off and on over time. This is normal when you have a backlog of\u00a0 feelings you haven&#8217;t felt yet. Embrace each feeling in your heart as it presents itself, and know you\u2019re doing something positive for yourself.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Final installment of a two-part article on why you should allow yourself to feel uncomfortable feelings.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":532,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","_uf_show_specific_survey":0,"_uf_disable_surveys":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[],"tags":[161,391,431,25],"class_list":["post-7281","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","tag-depression","tag-emotional-intelligence","tag-emotional-overwhelm","tag-psychotherapy-issues"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.goodtherapy.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7281","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.goodtherapy.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.goodtherapy.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.goodtherapy.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/532"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.goodtherapy.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=7281"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.goodtherapy.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7281\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.goodtherapy.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=7281"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.goodtherapy.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=7281"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.goodtherapy.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=7281"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}