{"id":38276,"date":"2018-05-11T06:00:41","date_gmt":"2018-05-11T13:00:41","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.goodtherapy.org\/blog\/?p=38276"},"modified":"2018-05-08T09:18:23","modified_gmt":"2018-05-08T16:18:23","slug":"when-mothers-day-is-hard-to-celebrate","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.goodtherapy.org\/blog\/when-mothers-day-is-hard-to-celebrate-0511184","title":{"rendered":"When Mother\u2019s Day Is Hard to Celebrate"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"PersonMother\u2019s Day is observed on the second Sunday in May. Greeting card stores and flower shops go to great lengths to remind customers that many people have, or have had, mothers to celebrate. This is a time to send tokens of gratitude<\/a> to self-sacrificing moms or to honor those who have passed. It\u2019s the one day a year set aside specifically to cherish the mothers who nurtured us, provided for us, taught us, and played with us.<\/p>\n

But what about the mothers who don\u2019t have, or never had, much to give?<\/p>\n

Children (including adult children) who were raised or abandoned by mothers with mental health issues<\/a> may have mixed or negative sentiments. They may remember being embarrassed by their mother\u2019s inappropriate behavior in public or around friends. They may wince at painful memories of their mom self-medicating her psychiatric symptoms with drugs or alcohol<\/a>. They may have tried to forget Mommy Dearest hiding her bizarre thoughts or behaviors behind a cult affiliation or an extreme religious organization. Their mother may have ended up on the streets or spent time in a correctional facility. No matter how the mental health issues played out, her children paid a price.<\/p>\n

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As a therapist, I hear many stories from people who survived difficult childhoods. Many had the misfortune of being born to mothers with chronic depression<\/a>, personality disorders<\/a>, or unrelenting anxiety<\/a>. Children whose mothers had schizophrenia<\/a>, bipolar<\/a>, schizoaffective disorder, or other diagnoses may remember caring for their mothers rather than the other way around. Adult children who experienced the chaos of an emotionally imbalanced mother often fear they will inherit the condition or act in harmful ways with their own children. Being afraid of becoming one\u2019s mother is the antithesis of what many people celebrate in May.<\/p>\n

If you spent part or all of your childhood with a mother who struggled with psychological issues, you\u2019re not alone. Be compassionate<\/a> toward yourself.<\/p>\n

The wounds left by a mother with a personality condition such as narcissism<\/a> or borderline personality<\/a> may heal slowly. Even after adults have worked hard to individuate<\/a> from a toxic mother, they may encounter triggers that bring back difficult emotions.<\/p>\n

Sadness<\/strong><\/p>\n

Adult children whose mother had a psychiatric issue often feel sad<\/a> and may grieve<\/a> the loss of a nurturing, emotionally safe childhood.<\/p>\n

Adult children who experienced the chaos of an emotionally imbalanced mother often fear they will inherit the condition or act in harmful ways with their own children. Being afraid of becoming one\u2019s mother is the antithesis of what many people celebrate in May.<\/span><\/p>\n

Anger<\/strong><\/p>\n

When someone has been deprived of a caring, attentive mother and they see other families where the mom is connected and engaged with her children, anger<\/a> can surface.<\/p>\n

Fear<\/strong><\/p>\n

Parents who survived a poor relationship with their mother may fear<\/a> they will not find positive ways to express love to their own kids.<\/p>\n

Judgment<\/strong><\/p>\n

When a child has been repeatedly hurt by a mother who was preoccupied with her own mental state, they may carry grudges and resentments<\/a> for years.<\/p>\n

Longing<\/strong><\/p>\n

All humans are born with the need to be loved<\/a>, nurtured, and protected. If a child\u2019s needs went unmet, they may carry a deep longing to be unconditionally loved and cared for.<\/p>\n

Protection<\/strong><\/p>\n

Children who repeatedly experience the fallout of a mother\u2019s breakdown (she went off her medication<\/a>, self-medicated with drugs, attempted suicide<\/a>, disappeared for days or weeks, didn\u2019t get out of bed, was physically abusive<\/a>, was hospitalized, etc.) develop ways to protect themselves. In adulthood, these emotional protections are often interpreted by partners as isolating or distancing.<\/p>\n

What to Do If Mother’s Day Is Difficult<\/h2>\n

If you\u2019re struggling with how to celebrate a less-than-perfect mom this Mother\u2019s Day, here are some tips:<\/p>\n

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  1. Remember you did the best you could in an exceptionally difficult environment (and believe it or not, so did your mother).<\/li>\n
  2. Celebrate the courage<\/a> and self-esteem<\/a> you managed to develop even though your mother was unreliable in her nurturance and maternal affection.<\/li>\n
  3. Applaud the caring \u201cmom\u201d you have developed within you. Treat yourself like a loving parent would, with praise, loving guidance, and a lot of humor. Your inner child will thank you.<\/li>\n
  4. Give a gift of gratitude to someone else who provided loving acceptance and guidance to you as a child or teen.<\/li>\n
  5. If you decide to contact your mother, do, say, or write only what is comfortable for you, and only what you can do without feeling resentment.<\/li>\n
  6. Forgive yourself for anything you may be holding over yourself. Drop any \u201cshoulds,\u201d \u201cought-tos,\u201d or \u201ccould-haves\u201d\u2014they won\u2019t help anything. Remember you\u2019re doing the best you know how to do. Every day is a chance to learn.<\/li>\n
  7. Look into meeting with a therapist<\/a> who can help you work through difficult memories and experiences.<\/li>\n<\/ol>\n

    If you had a childhood that was devoid of a stable, caring mother, celebrate your strength and commitment to your own serenity and well-being. No one can take away your self-acceptance. No one knows you better than you. No one can compliment you better than the positive things you say to yourself. If no one else, celebrate you!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

    For people whose childhoods suffered for their mother’s mental health issues, Mother’s Day may be difficult. Here are some ideas for getting through it.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":168,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_uf_show_specific_survey":0,"_uf_disable_surveys":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[542,623],"tags":[382,393,1174,1297],"class_list":["post-38276","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-featured-articles","category-issues-treated","tag-family-of-origin-issues","tag-family-problems","tag-mental-illness","tag-mothers-day"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.goodtherapy.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/38276","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.goodtherapy.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.goodtherapy.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.goodtherapy.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/168"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.goodtherapy.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=38276"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.goodtherapy.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/38276\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.goodtherapy.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=38276"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.goodtherapy.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=38276"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.goodtherapy.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=38276"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}