{"id":35185,"date":"2017-07-07T08:00:07","date_gmt":"2017-07-07T15:00:07","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.goodtherapy.org\/blog\/?p=35185"},"modified":"2017-07-05T18:59:32","modified_gmt":"2017-07-06T01:59:32","slug":"should-i-try-to-find-my-biological-parents","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.goodtherapy.org\/blog\/dear-gt\/should-i-try-to-find-my-biological-parents","title":{"rendered":"Should I Try to Find My Biological Parents?"},"content":{"rendered":"

Dear GoodTherapy.org,<\/span><\/p>\n

My biological parents gave me up for adoption<\/a> when I was born. I’m sure they had their reasons, and I am probably better for it since I grew up in a very loving family and turned out as well as could be expected. I’ve never wanted for anything. I have a great life, a great career, and a great family of my own now. I’m 45 years old. I don’t feel traumatized<\/a>. I’m actually relieved my birth parents made the decision they did. I’ve never asked my adoptive parents about them.<\/p>\n

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As I have gotten older, though, I have had more and more thoughts about my biological parents. I find myself wondering about the circumstances that led them to give me up, whether they’re still alive, and if so, what they’re like today. I wonder if they think of me, too. And I wonder what it would be like to meet them. I had never felt compelled to go down this road until recently, so I’m not sure what’s bringing these feelings to the surface.<\/p>\n

I guess I just don’t know if it’s wise, from the standpoint of my mental health, to pursue this. Like I said, my life is great without them in it. Also, while I wonder if my life could be enhanced by knowing more about the people who gave me life and connecting with them after all these years, I am mindful of the possibility I will only learn upsetting things. Who knows? Maybe they wouldn’t even want anything to do with me.<\/p>\n

What do you think?\u00a0\u2014Left Wondering<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Dear Wondering,<\/span><\/p>\n

It is only natural you would wonder about who your birth parents are, what they\u2019re like, and why they decided to put you up for adoption. Who wouldn\u2019t be curious? You write that your life, career, and family are satisfying, and perhaps you\u2019d like them to know that. Maybe you also wonder what your life would have been like if you hadn\u2019t been adopted. These days, there are numerous ways to look for people that may help you find your birth family\u2014if you decide you want to.<\/p>\n

Many years ago, adoption information was not recorded or, if it was, the records were closed, but since 1980 most adoptive records are open. If you decide to look for more information, you can use social media, genealogy websites, and open records that should give you access to your birth certificate and other information. I personally know one person who found her birth mother on Facebook.<\/p>\n

You wonder what it might be like to meet your family of origin<\/a>. Different people have different experiences, of course. You might find out you have siblings, for example. You might feel you have little in common with your birth family or, on the contrary, there is a lot you share. There is only one way to know the answer, but would the answer be worth the time and emotional energy you expend?<\/p>\n

You are worried about how this would affect your mental health. That is a good question, and I suggest this is such a big question that you might want to work\u00a0with a therapist<\/a> or professional adoption adviser who could accompany you on your journey. You would be hunting down the past and bringing it into the present. Working out whether you really want to do that, and then how to proceed if you do, may be no simple task. Finding your birth parents and meeting them would likely necessitate a big adjustment on everyone\u2019s part.<\/p>\n

You may fear rejection. Many people do. You birth family may have the same fears about you, and you might also reject your birth family once you meet them; there\u2019s no way to know. Your adoptive family could fear losing you. This delicate decision to find your birth parents requires a combination of wisdom and courage.<\/span><\/p>\n

I don\u2019t know if you ever watched the TV show This Is Us<\/em>. It has many threads, but one of the important plot lines concerns looking for and finding a birth parent. You might want to watch the show and see what it brings up for you. Chances are, you have plenty of your own fodder.<\/p>\n

I wonder if you know other people who have been adopted. If so, you might like to discuss your feelings with them and get to know how they understand their adoption. Talking to your partner is important, too.<\/p>\n

It sounds like you never discussed this with your adoptive family. It may feel like a delicate issue to bring up, but they could be enormously helpful in your search and may even feel it is important for all of you.<\/p>\n

You may fear rejection<\/a>. Many people do. You birth family may have the same fears about you, and you might also reject your birth family once you meet them; there\u2019s no way to know. Your adoptive family could fear losing you. This delicate decision to find your birth parents requires a combination of wisdom<\/a> and courage<\/a>.<\/p>\n

Either decision\u2014to know or not to know\u2014is wise and brave. Only you can decide what is the right path for you. Whatever you choose, I admire your curiosity and your process. You are not taking this lightly, nor should you.<\/p>\n

Good luck, and I hope you check back in and let me know what happens.<\/p>\n

Take care,<\/p>\n

Lynn Somerstein, PhD, E-RYT<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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