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Goodbyes suck.<\/p>\nGoodbyes suck.<\/p>\n
They really do. They\u00e2\u20ac\u2122re often uncomfortable. They\u00e2\u20ac\u2122re also inevitable.<\/p>\n
Goodbye experiences are as final as a death and as common as leaving the embrace of your partner to get a snack from the kitchen.<\/p>\n
They begin the first time someone takes us out of our mother\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s arms when we are born (or maybe we didn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t even get there; for some of us, they start at birth).<\/p>\n
Well<\/em>, we say, everything comes to an end<\/em>. Or, harsher, we all have to learn to live with disappointment<\/em>.<\/p>\n Our first \u00e2\u20ac\u0153task\u00e2\u20ac\u009d as humans is to learn what psychoanalyst Erik Erikson<\/a> called basic trust. Developing basic trust means learning that even though our parents\u00c2\u00a0leave us in our crib, they will come back. Someone will feed us, hold us, change us, and comfort us.<\/p>\n [fat_widget_right]<\/p>\n Hopefully<\/em> we learn that. Not all of us are so lucky.<\/p>\n For those of us not given the chance to develop basic trust, goodbyes can be even harder. They\u00e2\u20ac\u2122re hard because we\u00e2\u20ac\u2122ve barely learned how to connect and attach<\/a> to someone else and we think if we don\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t attach, we won\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t feel bad when the time with that person ends. Or so the theory goes for people who try hard not to connect.<\/p>\n Over time, we realize that strategy doesn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t work. We continue to get hurt and, worse, don\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t understand why.<\/p>\n As a young clinician, I hated goodbyes. I resisted the idea and would have preferred therapy<\/a> just end. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153Oh, you\u00e2\u20ac\u2122re done? Goals met somewhat satisfactorily? Good luck, so long, be well!\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n But I was taught to allow people in therapy to have an ending\u00e2\u20ac\u201dor \u00e2\u20ac\u0153good goodbye,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d as we called it. (The technical term is \u00e2\u20ac\u0153termination process.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d) So many people have stories in which other people just disappeared from their lives\u00e2\u20ac\u201da common core issue in therapy\u00e2\u20ac\u201dthat the therapeutic relationship<\/a> should not only not replicate this, but heal it.<\/p>\n At least, that was the message I was given. But it was difficult to sit with.<\/p>\n This process could last three months, and the difficult part was what happened in those three months.<\/p>\n Have you ever noticed what happens when you know something is coming to an end? Think about the last time a friend moved. Notice anything in how you treated others?<\/p>\n As endings near, we get to see the stuff that was being held back. Maybe you snap at someone you never felt angry with before. Perhaps you find it important to make their final party perfect<\/em> or hold out hope that when they see how much they will be missed they will change their mind. Maybe you start to see and remember only the amazing and wonderful things about this person and forget the difficult times you\u00e2\u20ac\u2122ve had together.<\/p>\n If you\u00e2\u20ac\u2122re having a really strong termination process, you\u00e2\u20ac\u2122ll cycle through all of these. Because if you can move through the stages of denial<\/a>, anger<\/a>, bargaining, and depression<\/a>, you can get to acceptance. You can really say a \u00e2\u20ac\u0153good goodbye.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n Endings are powerful because, if we allow, we get to release all the feelings we\u00e2\u20ac\u2122ve attached to the other person. When we do that, we are truly in relationship with them.<\/span>Endings are powerful because, if we allow, we get to release all the feelings we\u00e2\u20ac\u2122ve attached to the other person. When we do that, we are truly in relationship with them.<\/p>\n Allowing this process to happen with your therapist can be incredibly helpful\u00e2\u20ac\u201dsometimes the termination may be the most insightful work you do in your therapy.<\/p>\n Because it\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s so difficult to fully trust that someone will hang around after they\u00e2\u20ac\u2122ve seen the \u00e2\u20ac\u0153worst\u00e2\u20ac\u009d of us, we inevitably hold stuff back. From friends, from relationships, from family, and from others. It\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s rare we show all of ourselves to anyone.<\/p>\n When saying goodbye, there\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s a \u00e2\u20ac\u0153what-do-I-have-to-lose\u00e2\u20ac\u009d quality at play. And we can become closer because of it.<\/p>\n Sometimes, we avoid the goodbye because we\u00e2\u20ac\u2122re really angry. A friend of mine was telling me the other day she stopped seeing her therapist. She had been working with this therapist for several years and said the treatment was very good \u00e2\u20ac\u00a6 at first. It was helpful to talk about much of what she\u00e2\u20ac\u2122d been holding in, but she wanted something else and wasn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t getting it. So she emailed him and ended the therapy.<\/p>\n By emailing, she missed out on letting her therapist know how disappointed and angry she was.<\/p>\n Of course, she also avoided the discomfort. Why put yourself through that?<\/p>\n But that\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s also what you\u00e2\u20ac\u2122re going to therapy for: to be able to say all you feel and have it be heard without being judged. You might not get that chance anywhere else.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Goodbyes can be painful, but when you know they\u00e2\u20ac\u2122re coming, the discomfort can open the way for candidness and closeness. 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