Blogging on Good Therapy

A GoodTherapy.org Featured Column written by Dennis Thoennes, Ph.D., ABPP

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Recently a client described an icy meltdown she and her husband had with one another. This is not an uncommon event in the lives of couples I see. I noticed I began to consider a variety of therapeutic frames I could utilize and directions I could take to facilitate the client’s self exploration and find a way to understand such a difficulty and find acceptable alternatives. Then something else happened.

I noticed I am much more familiar with this “icy meltdown” experience than I’d care to admit. I so often fall short of the expectations I have of myself as husband, human and therapist. Then I recalled a line I heard in a workshop conducted by Stephen Levine, “Have mercy. Have mercy.” Pema Chodron also addresses this in her book “The Wisdom Of No Escape”.

We are all so human, so incomplete, so flawed and often have such high expectations of ourselves and others. This can set the stage for a life of unmet expectations and a long and painful traverse of life. Certainly there are instances where we cut ourselves or others too much slack.

Often we want so much from others and ourselves. What would “have mercy” actually look like. It could mean compassion for myself and others. I realize that I want to help my clients be free of suffering and to be happy. Sometimes this is a noble veneer covering my desire to have my clients think highly of me and refer people to me so I can have the prestige, the income, the life I fantasize. (more…)