Five Truths Every Married Person Needs to Know about Affairs

Coworkers kissing over desk“The new infidelity is between people who unwittingly form deep, passionate connections before realizing that they’ve crossed the line from platonic friendship into romantic love. Infidelity is any emotional or sexual intimacy that violates trust.”
– Shirley Glass, author of “Not Just Friends”

AFFAIR  – The word that no married person ever expects or wants to hear. Though 90% of people surveyed say affairs are “wrong,” they are happening every day and in increasing numbers. Here are five facts that are important for married people to know about infidelity.

1. Estimates are that 25%-40% of women and 50%-60% of men will have an affair during the lifetime of their marriage. Affairs happen for many reasons – we commonly hear:

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  • My needs were not being met – emotionally or sexually.
  • I was bored, unloved or unappreciated.
  • I tried to talk with him/her but things didn’t change; the change didn’t last.
  • I felt hopeless and gave up trying.
  • His work was more important than me.
  • The kids were more important than me.
  • He didn’t listen; He wasn’t affectionate; He didn’t make me feel special.
  • She never wanted to have sex; Having sex was an obligation to her; I couldn’t make her happy; Nothing I ever did was good enough.

Then one day he/she starts talking with someone else of the opposite sex, at work, in the neighborhood, at the gym, on-line, in a chat room and shares the discontent in their relationship. The other person listens with empathy and shares dissatisfaction in his/her relationship. A bond, a sharing of intimacies and emotions; boundaries crossed, secrecy. An affair is born.

2. 85% of affairs begin in the workplace.
Think about the amount of time you spend with your spouse vs. the amount of time you spend with co-workers. Day after day, maybe 40+ hours a week, you and your colleagues share the ups and downs of work; you bond over projects, successes and difficulties at work. The close interaction, travel, and unavoidable closeness may lead to strong friendships and emotional attachments outside your marriage. The workplace provides opportunity and proximity to people outside your family. Women’s increasing entry into the workforce has correlated with a rise in the number of affairs women are having. It’s no wonder the workplace is the most common place affairs start.

3. Emotional infidelity can be as or more damaging to a marriage than physical infidelity.
Innocent flirting and office banter turns into lunch together, texting or emailing in off hours. Correspondence enters the personal realm and you begin to share intimate details about your life and relationship with this person. The secret feels exciting as you hide it from your spouse and rationalize that this is not “cheating” since there is no physical contact; but the emotional attachment you develop with this person can be devastating to your spouse. The more intimate the connection with someone outside your marriage, the deeper the head and heart bond with your spouse becomes compromised. A physical affair may not be far behind.

4. The internet, email, cell phones and Facebook have made it easier for people to cheat.
Curiosity about high school sweethearts, old flames from college and lost loves can be dangerous, especially when there is a drifting or emptiness in your marriage. Romantic memories, alluring and powerful, can lead you down a path of unexpected consequences. With the click of a mouse and the least harmful of intentions you search for an old love. Taking the next step by emailing or friending him/her on Facebook seems harmless enough. However this may begin an unanticipated cascade of dreamy feelings and thoughts. Not sharing this with your spouse can lead to an “accidental affair.” And for the record, flirting and sexual interactions through email, text, pictures and video are cheating.

5. After an affair, 65% of marriages end; 35% of couples continue the marriage.
For some people an affair is a deal breaker and the betrayed partner cannot fathom continuing the relationship under any circumstances. For some the affair is their ticket out of the marriage; the result of a string of events that is the final breaking point in a marriage. Then there are the couples who are uncertain or want to save their marriages after an affair; they end up in our office.

There is hope; some couples do survive and thrive after an affair is revealed. We strongly believe that with therapy, time, patience and work couples can journey together toward deepening their relationship and building a stronger, closer bond than they had before.

© Copyright 2011 by Lori Hollander, LCSW-C, BCD, therapist in Owings Mills, Maryland. All Rights Reserved. Permission to publish granted to

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  • Claire F

    July 22nd, 2011 at 6:18 AM

    It is easy to say that an affair would be a deal breaker. But I have been there, and even though I always thought that I would leave after something like this happened, it was a different story when it actually happened to me.
    I loved my husband and even though it broke my heart for this to have happened to our marriage we decided to work through it. I was not meeting his needs and honestly he was not meeting mine either, he just chose to express it in a different way.
    This was not an easy journey for us but it happened and we navigated through it. It is possible to make it after this. It does not feel like it but it is.

  • Joe R.

    July 22nd, 2011 at 6:52 AM

    Affairs have become so damn common now.And I agree with the emotional infidelity thing.I’ve had my ex-girlfriend be involved with another guy but only emotionally.They never had any physical thing going but she had started to talk to him more than me,wanted to see him more than me and never once spoke to me about him.Then when I got to know of him through a common friend,I asked her to cut off from him completely.

    She didn’t listen to me but eventually she found out about his evil intentions and cut off from him.We did go on with our relationship but it was never the same again.

    Eventually we broke up this last week :|
    Emotional infidelity is as damaging,if not more than,physical infidelity. Don’t do this to your partner folks, it feels terrible.

  • claudia

    July 22nd, 2011 at 1:06 PM

    work-place affairs are becoming so common nowadays but one positive of this work-place romance is that single people are now finding their match at work place and are also able to spend time with their sweethearts at the work place.happened to me,happy happy :)

  • phyllisking

    July 22nd, 2011 at 5:29 PM

    Having an affair because your sexual needs weren’t met isn’t a reason, it’s a cop-out. It’s not fair to expect that your partner has sex with you on demand. That’s your spouse, not a concubine.

    You should get some professional help, not jump on the closest girl that bats her eyelids at you. Find out why your wife lost interest and if she needs medical help. Depression for example is a libido killer for sure.

    Take a look in the mirror while you’re at it and ask yourself when was the last time you did or said anything that made your wife feel attractive, secure and loved? Griping isn’t sexy.

  • Naomi

    September 3rd, 2014 at 11:19 PM

    I absolutely agree. I feel that husbands dont put effort into making their wives feel special anymore because they simply see us as the “mommy.” They forget they fell in love with that “fun girl” because guess what! That “fun girl” is now caring for his babies, taking care of the home, and cooking his dinner every night. So then he sees other girls or women, anywhere, but especially at work (because its convenient) giving him attention without the complication. Then it turns into an easy affair of late business meetings, dinners, lunches or drinks. That turns into bad situations. They need to work on making the wife feel loved again instead of cultivating a new relationship.

  • Regan Adans

    July 22nd, 2011 at 6:21 PM

    If your relationship gets to where you’re on the brink of having an affair, you need to stop before you start. Do the honorable thing if you think it’s beyond saving and get divorced before taking up with a new partner.

    Even though the marriage is meaningless to you now, you should at least honor the spirit of it and not have an affair. You owe your partner that much.

    Of course it’s better to attempt to salvage the relationship first-if you both want to.

  • s.b.

    July 22nd, 2011 at 7:32 PM

    I worked at conferences sometimes as part of my old job and was shocked at how much casual cheating went on between staff members and/or conference attendees when they were away from the office at the other end of the country. Their mantra was “what goes on tour, stays on tour.” I never mentioned it when I got back for fear of losing the job but it disturbed me a lot that they could do that and not give it a second thought.

    Workplace affairs are very, very common and I think it’s often just because the opportunity was there to misbehave more than any big romantic love affair.

  • Justtalking

    July 22nd, 2011 at 8:30 PM

    Workplace affairs are so risky in my opinion on several different fronts. First there is the evident issue of your significant other getting harmed. Then there is the risk of losing ones job.

    An old friend and coworker once told me that you never get your paycheck and your nookie at the same place. It was simply bad business and worse for your career. If your a supervisor then it is a potential lawsuit waiting to happen. If your a coworker in another department how long before your amour is transferred into your department.

    Just a bad idea in my opinion. Then you do have the whole issue of ruining a relationship that at some point in your life actually meant something. Such a wild and cray idea this is…

  • Carleigh

    July 23rd, 2011 at 5:43 AM

    My husband and I met at work while he was still married to someone else. We tried not to let it happen but it really felt at that point like it was beyond our control. We were both asked to resign as a result so we have felt a lot of hurt from this from a lot of different angles.

  • Lori Hollander

    Lori Hollander

    July 23rd, 2011 at 12:06 PM

    Thank you so much for your post. My husband and I see so many couples in practice where there has been an affair and when they first come in for counseling they feel very hopeless. Your comment will give hope to many couples.

  • Lori Hollander

    Lori Hollander

    July 23rd, 2011 at 12:09 PM

    I appreciate your response and am so sorry to hear about your break up. As you know it is the lying and hiding the behavior that is really damaging to the relationship. There is nothing more important than being honest and genuine.

  • Lori Hollander

    Lori Hollander

    July 23rd, 2011 at 12:11 PM

    Claudia, I am happy for you that you found your “single” guy at work.

  • Lori Hollander

    Lori Hollander

    July 23rd, 2011 at 12:22 PM

    Thanks for your comments. And yes sex on demand is not how marriages should work. Though it can be difficult, it is really vital for couples to talk about their sexual needs and emotional needs and how they can work out their differences.

  • Lori Hollander

    Lori Hollander

    July 23rd, 2011 at 12:27 PM

    Regan, When I was younger I used to wonder exactly what you are saying: Why couldn’t people end their marriages if they wanted to be with someone else and respect their partner? In my 23 years of seeing couples I have found that it so much more complicated than that. I wish it was the way you describe but more often than not it isn’t. Thanks for your comment.

  • Lori Hollander

    Lori Hollander

    July 23rd, 2011 at 12:31 PM

    s.b. – I really appreciate your comment. You are correct – it happens a lot more than people imagine. And it’s also still true that 50% or marriages end in divorce.
    Hopefully the work my husband and I do will increase the odds of people staying together and having honest and faithful marriages for a lifetime. It is wonderful when you work at it.

  • Lori Hollander

    Lori Hollander

    July 23rd, 2011 at 12:34 PM

    Yes, yes, yes! So many very smart people including many of our actors, politicians, public figures…forget about these risks when they have affairs in the workplace. We have had clients who find out their husband/wife had an affair when they get an STD. Talk about risky behavior and disregard for your partner…We will write about that! Thanks for the comments.

  • Lori Hollander

    Lori Hollander

    July 23rd, 2011 at 12:38 PM

    Carleigh, I empathize with the hurt you have experienced. As someone said above, the risk for companies is the possibility of a sexual harrassment lawsuit. So affairs at work are dangerous for the employer. Hopefully the two of you have found other jobs and can move on from that pain.

  • Cristen Newman

    July 24th, 2011 at 1:26 PM

    Some of those so-called “reasons” to have an affair are childish. If your partner’s job is more important to them than you feel you are, then obviously it’s a tough one they need to spend a lot of time and energy on. That job is what is putting a roof over your head, food on the table, and a shirt on your back.

    You’re reaping the benefits with a nice lifestyle no doubt, so quit complaining. There’s only so much one person can prioritize at any one time. Grow up! Go out and get a job yourself so they can cut back their hours and spend more time with you if you’re that needy. An affair isn’t the answer.

  • Lori Hollander

    Lori Hollander

    July 25th, 2011 at 1:21 PM

    Thanks for your sharing your thoughts.

  • Cliff Neeson

    July 26th, 2011 at 11:49 AM

    If the kids are getting more attention than you, you’re the same as the rest of us. It’s called “Being a parent”. Most of us accept that as natural. Kids need more care and attention.

    If the kids were being neglected and their needs not met, would you be happy? Of course you wouldn’t. Join in and do more family oriented activities if you’re feeling left out but don’t whine like a toddler because you’re not the focus of your partner’s world, geesh.

  • kris g. cohen

    July 26th, 2011 at 2:44 PM

    Cheaters aren’t much different from those gold diggers who marry a guy for his money. They are among the worst kinds of bloodsuckers and those who try and justify an affair aren’t far behind them.

    The truth is, cheaters stay in relationships for the same reasons -they want to have their cake and eat it, not give up all the home comforts nor go through a financially and emotionally costly divorce.

  • cecilia jacobs

    July 26th, 2011 at 8:56 PM

    If your spouse doesn’t listen, isn’t affectionate, and doesn’t make you feel special, why on earth did you all ever marry him or her in the first place? It’s sad. No one seems to be spending any length of time dating their potential spouse before deciding to marry them these days. You should know them inside out and if you don’t, how can you know you can trust them?

    Marry in haste, repent at leisure. It’s time old fashioned courting made a comeback.

  • Kevin Andresen

    July 28th, 2011 at 2:46 PM

    Great article; relationships are such a delicate art. I highly recommend watching/reading material by Dr. Pat Love. She provides excellent guidance towards maintaining intimate relationships and really knows what she is talking about. She narrows it down to four basic actions one must take to maintain a couple’s relationship.

  • Corey Dickinson

    July 29th, 2011 at 8:22 PM

    How many of those asked actually brought the problems in the marriage up with their spouse? None of them I bet, thinking they will have to pick up a few hints every now and then when they get dropped. Newsflash, ladies: we men do not pick up hints, nor do we care if you drop them. If you have something to say then say it.

  • Johnny Hall

    July 30th, 2011 at 1:53 AM

    Some folks are just completely incompatible with marriage, let alone a spouse. Would you want to live with your best friend every day of the year? You wouldn’t. You would get tired of them very quickly and the same thing can happen in a marriage. Familiarity breeds contempt.

  • margie d.

    August 7th, 2011 at 12:11 PM

    It really annoys the Hell out of me when someone tries to justify an affair, or worse, blames it on their partner. Here’s a newsflash of my own for all you adulterers: you’re a grown adult and you are responsible for your own actions. Including who you have sex with. The blame is on you and you alone.

  • Naomi

    September 3rd, 2014 at 11:27 PM

    I agree 100%

  • Tim

    March 5th, 2015 at 6:03 AM

    Amen. I have found that my ex wife who has been engaged in a workplace affair..her psychologist she went and saw was merely a yapper on whatever it takes to make YOU happy type, collecting a paycheck and not helping at all. Fact is psychology stops being affective where it justifies self absorption and things like adultery all in the name of happiness.Nobody deserves to be cheated on and the pain it causes. Her so called “treatment” with this chronie that I initially supported only made her more depressed and worse.

  • Lori Hollander

    Lori Hollander

    August 14th, 2011 at 6:06 PM

    Thanks for your comments! Nice to hear your devotion to your family.

  • Lori Hollander

    Lori Hollander

    August 14th, 2011 at 6:13 PM

    I know it’s easy to generalize that “all cheaters are totally self-centered” but that is not what we see in practice. We have worked with many people who have had affairs,and the reasons can be very different. Of course, that doesn’t mean it is less hurtful to their partners. Thanks for sharing.

  • Lori Hollander

    Lori Hollander

    August 14th, 2011 at 6:25 PM

    I agree there should be a much deeper level of “getting to know each other” when courting. In the beginning of relationships couples are affectionate, and make each other feel special. However over the lifetime of a marriage sometimes love fades, especially if couples don’t actively work to keep the love alive or couples drift apart and the affectionate and connection fades. Appreciate your comments. Lori

  • Lori Hollander

    Lori Hollander

    August 14th, 2011 at 6:28 PM

    Thanks for your kind words and your recommendation about Dr. Pat Love. I know her work and think highly of her. Lori

  • Lori Hollander

    Lori Hollander

    August 14th, 2011 at 6:34 PM

    Yes, communication is vital to maintaining a healthy and happy relationship. And you are correct, women often drop hints and think their guy will pick up on them. I counsel women often to speak up and speak assertively. I also counsel men to listen carefully.
    I appreciate your comment. Lori

  • Lori Hollander

    Lori Hollander

    August 14th, 2011 at 6:46 PM

    Some people are not able to commit for a lifetime. And some people are. My husband and I have been working together with couples for 23 years and we are best friends. Every marriage has it’s ups and downs; and couples who work at it can keep the love alive. After years together, having a family and sharing all the joys and sorrows life brings there is a depth and a richness that is amazing. Lori

  • ron

    May 1st, 2015 at 3:57 PM

    I totally understand.I was brought up old school.been married twice with pieces of garbage. women these days are beyond normal.its a day in age of cs and multiple men in there bed.

  • Lori Hollander

    Lori Hollander

    August 14th, 2011 at 6:51 PM

    Margie, People are responsible for their choices. And must own that choice when they have had an affair. Some couples do work it through, though it takes a long time and is painful. We have seen some couples come out with a closer relationship. Thanks for your comment. Lori

  • Hurt to the core

    September 22nd, 2012 at 6:25 PM

    I need to have him continue to be vulnerable, but he is so walled up, always has been, he can’t maintain that vulnerability.
    I am desperate for exercises, activities to do together to see if we can reconnect…

  • Non-Trusting Male

    November 1st, 2012 at 2:24 PM

    @Hurt to the core

    I read “Intimacy and Desire” and it gave me a new way to approach the relationship in that I could start from a place of self-worth, self-validation, and learning about who I was. Thereby, not taking things too personally and talking things through that I found tough.

    There are exercises in the book too in order to bring couple closer w/o losing their individual identity. Actually, it’s about establishing your own identity in a relationship which is paramount I think.

    It takes work, and in the book they define “meaningful endurance” as being “you want to work things out”.

    Hope this give you a path to follow.

  • Lori Hollander

    Lori Hollander

    November 1st, 2012 at 6:08 PM

    Thank you for your recommendation!
    Best wishes,

  • Margo

    March 29th, 2013 at 8:13 AM

    The number one reason I see couples in my practice is for emotional infidelity. I agree with the authors here about the dangerous path from innocent FB and on-line chatting to a full-fledged affair.

    In many ways on-line forums and texting and emailing strips the “reality” of the situation, making it a highly addictive fantasy.

    Thanks for posting this.

  • Natalie

    December 18th, 2013 at 10:39 AM

    Is enjoying flirting and being admired at work a form of ‘cheating’? Even if you tell your spouse all about it?

  • Lori Hollander

    Lori Hollander

    December 18th, 2013 at 4:27 PM

    Natalie, Thanks for your question. Flirting and being admired are about desiring attention. It may indicate that the person is not getting the attention they need at home; or that she is bored or depressed and flirting perks her up; or it may just be something she enjoys and thinks of as harmless. The problem is it’s a slippery slope and without intending to hurt her marriage it could develop into cheating or crossing a boundary that shouldn’t have been crossed.

    Telling her partner about the flirting, is great since the harm really occurs when there is a secret. However, is it really OK with her husband. I would also ask if her husband was flirting and being admired by a woman on his job, and he told her, how would she feel?

    My definition of cheating is when you do anything with another man that wouldn’t be OK with her husband if he standing there watching. Hope that is helpful. Lori

  • Stephanie

    September 26th, 2014 at 9:56 AM

    My husband spends most of his time “working” with an attractive newly divorced woman. Not only during the day but late into the night and on weekends. They make numerous sales calls together as well as spending entire afternoons, especially on Saturdays, together. One Saturday, he was with her until 11 pm working in the office.

    I’m sick and tired of it! Some people in his work place are talking. It’s almost as if they are a couple dating, using work as the excuse. Honestly, I think they are having an affair. He says she has a boyfriend, but how could she if she’s spending all her time with my husband.

    What should I do??

  • Lori Hollander

    Lori Hollander

    September 27th, 2014 at 7:58 AM

    Thanks for your comments.

  • Lori Hollander

    Lori Hollander

    September 27th, 2014 at 8:08 AM

    There are a lot of signs in your situation that would lead any wife to think her husband is having an affair. In that situation, it is common for husbands to rationalize it away (i.e. she has a boyfriend) or invalidate the wife’s concerns and make the wife think her gut feelings are wrong. Though I can’t specifically give you advice (not knowing more about you and your husband) I would generally say it’s unlikely in that situation that anything will change unless the husband is confronted and not allowed to explain away or invalidate the wife’s concerns. This is a very difficult and emotional situation and I suggest you contact a therapist for support and guidance. Lori

  • tate

    March 2nd, 2015 at 2:06 PM

    Guys I really wish people knew what African wives go through it really is tough being unheard.i truely admire you all becoz u can speak hurting coz I can’t change where i come from and this culture wich ignores women.we are just taught that we women will continue suffering becoz that’s how nature is,but deep down in my heart I know its wrong I JUST DONT KNOW HOW TO CHANGE IT.thanks for reading.

  • Lori H.

    Lori H.

    March 3rd, 2015 at 8:17 AM

    I hear your pain and frustration. My thought is to find other women who think like you do and to gain support from them. Cultural change is slow, but I believe it can happen slowly over time. Lori

  • Lori H.

    Lori H.

    March 5th, 2015 at 9:54 AM

    Sorry to hear that. It pains me to hear about people’s negative experiences with therapy. No one deserves the pain that an affair creates. If people sat in my office for a week they would see that. I wish you the best.

  • Simmy

    May 1st, 2015 at 3:10 PM

    In these comments there’s a lot of hate near the surface for so-called “cheaters” but not a lot of comment about partners who refuse to get help for years in a marriage that has grown cold emotionally. When one partner refuses to talk about the problems, refusing to go to therapy, the other partner is genuinely at the end of the end of their tether when temptation comes along. Yes, after neglect, sheer frustration, and head banging against a brick wall, they may choose instead to open the door and walk through it. There comes a point when it becomes more about gaining a little self-respect after the years of put-downs and rejections.

  • Lori Hollander

    Lori Hollander

    May 2nd, 2015 at 7:12 AM

    Simmy, Thanks for your comment. I hear your frustration and have empathy for people in your position. I have seen many people in your situation in our practice. I would encourage you to seek individual therapy and explore your options besides continuing to live in an unhealthy relationship.

  • Lori Hollander

    Lori Hollander

    May 2nd, 2015 at 7:16 AM

    Ron, I hear your hopelessness, but I would not give up on looking for someone who has the same values you hold. There are women who do want committed and monogamous relationships. Your job is to not allow yourself to get into a relationship until you find a woman who values what you do.

  • Matt

    May 30th, 2015 at 8:42 AM

    I’m 46, two adult kids, established small company 14 years ago wigh a colleague. He is simillar age, having own family. My family is ok, we do live in peace and understanding with my wife. We don’t have really marriage full of energy, however our sex life is alive and fine.
    Seven years ago we (actually was my interview and decision), three years younger woman, having own family. Obviously I liked here in order to work with her. Many years everything was ok at job, we are now four in total (2+2). Our work with this woman is very close, on everyday basis. It’s not an excuse, but there were situations we could (did not want?) not avoid. Since last Friday I can say we have an affair. Not blind one, thinking of living together but we actually falled in love with each other. No, we did not fo it yet, actually we found some power to really kiss week later (yesterday). She has no chance, or really rarely, to go somewhere after the work. Till now, at least officialy, nobody knows. Not sure how long this could stay. I feel so sorry for her, seeing she is in real love pain, as well as I’m too, but I will handle it.
    Happily desperate.

  • Rosey

    June 22nd, 2015 at 3:16 PM

    My husband went into a business after a couple of weeks of doing some work at “her”house. They started messing around. I saw text messaging and heard phone calls of them talking. Viagra was missing and other things have gone on. When I confronted him of course he denied it. I have never ever delt with this before. Her previous “boyfriend” was married and she has been married at least 4 times. One of the problems was my sons also worked for them. She tried to get my husband to get rid of my son. She would say things to my son to get him upset and then would play hero to my husband. After some fighting with my husband he finally ended the business and has nothing to do with her as far as I know. I’m looking to take her to court for ruining a business that could of done really well and interfering in my marriage. She is nothing to look at and I was shocked and hurt when I found a lot more things. My husband is not innocent at all. But she is very arrogant and I believe she is holding this over his heard. I do not believe she knows I know. The trust with my husband is gone. We have been married for 40 years and I wasn’t willing to throw that all away. I am having s very herd time letting it go.

  • Dan

    August 14th, 2015 at 4:18 AM

    Well, my divorce was finalized today. 2nd divorce from same woman. Way more costly than the 1st. Both due to affairs. I’m a very handsome man (so the ladies say) fun, and an airline pilot. I’ve been hit on a jillion times on layovers. I was monogamous in both marriages, 22 years, so I know it can be done, even when your partner has stepped out. Is there a record for having the most affairs?? I’d like to see if she’s broken it. Maybe I can parlay that, since everything else is gone. How would one find this out?

  • Lori Hollander

    Lori Hollander

    August 14th, 2015 at 9:47 AM

    Dan, So sorry about your pain. Divorce is awful; and the 2nd time…wow…I don’t know of any statistics that have looked at the number of affairs people have. If you haven’t already visited, I would suggest you check it out. It is a wonderful resource that supports people in your situation. I wish you the best. Take care,

  • wife

    October 24th, 2015 at 8:03 PM

    I am going thru hell now. I am beeing marry for 9 years and I have a 7 years old boy. I dated my husband 2 year before getting married. I am 38 and my husband 40 now. He had some issues in our marriage. He left home around month and a half. I found out he was reconnecting with an ex grilfriend starting 2 years ago. He was talking with a friend by phone about it and I get there without him knowing I was hearing the conversations. From that moment until now this is hell. He did not see this person for more than 12 years!!! They were feeding that emotional affair, he still think is not cheating because they did not had sex. He is very confused now because he thinks she is sooo compatible with him. Of course she sounds perfect for him with just a few phone calls. She lives very far away. She went for a trip and met her. He said he needed to find out. She said it is a lot of quemistry between them. I believe he is stock in an old feeling because he keeps saying he feels like the old him with her!!

    I am dying in pain with this right now. He says he loves me but he is very confused. He is still my husband and he lies to his family because he did not tell them the true. We are in Costa Rica now and his parents are in USA ( they can’t see the reality). It is killing me. I love him. He does not understand the damage is happening to us and our son. I try my best to look normal for everybody around and for my son (he thinks daddy is out of home because of work).

    When I ask him if what he wants is the divorse he does not response. He said he will be always in my life and he will help me with everything I need. I am so angry and in pain. It hurst horrible!! I feel he is not really understanding the situation. I am sure he is just building a huge fantasy of love. I am so angry and frustaded. He is risking his marriage, his family.

    He said she is a very good person like a pure heart…. It is so out of reality. How a good women will allow and feed this. She was the one who contact him. My husband even said she knows he loves me and my son and she is very supportive. This is sick!!! I feel he is so blind right now. She is saying what he need to heard!!! He said she looks so compatible with him.

    I can’t eat, sleep or work (my mind is everywhere). I can’t believe this is happening.

    I want to restore my marriage and I want her out of our lifes……. :(

  • sonu b

    November 16th, 2015 at 1:21 AM

    Married yes

  • Lori Hollander

    Lori Hollander

    October 25th, 2015 at 4:13 PM

    This is a terribly difficult situation. I’m sorry for your suffering. I have seen clients in our practice who have had a similar experience. I would encourage you, and hopefully your husband, to go to couples counseling. If he won’t go with you, I’d suggest you go by yourself. A good resource for you is Hope that is helpful. Lori

  • Nico

    May 13th, 2016 at 12:14 AM

    Hi lori.. i just read your blog and its really catched my attention coz its happening to me right now. I tried to avoid but I was fallen were co-workers sharing our hard times in family and in workplace. I know that this affair is just takes only a year or more but im trying to end everything as early as i could. But the more im trying the more I felt im loosing him. He has a plan for his wife and always reminding me that our affair its just only temporary after 2 years were facing our different lives. The problem he became my life the center of my universe. How can I help myself to stop this? I love my kids and I want to control my feelings. Please help me to get through this delirium.

  • Lori Hollander

    Lori Hollander

    May 13th, 2016 at 9:29 AM

    Nico, I can hear you are in a lot of pain. Letting go of a relationship after two years is difficult because there is a period of grief, as if you are going through a death. It gets more complicated if you see that person or have to interact with him on the job. You can’t “control” the feelings. You have to face them, and go through the grief process. Since this is difficult and you likely can’t talk to family or friends about it, I would suggest going to a therapist, who can support you. Hope that helps. Take care,

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